smokeygirl
Status: Planning my week and struggling with urges to go and gamble again - - - talking myself out of it, even as we speak... but tough...
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Back again for Day 97.. urges have come into play the last few days, but I've been ignoring them. Reminding myself that I have a CHOICE - - it seemed when I was gambling I didn't even consider...
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It's been a great day so far - - I was talking to a long-time friend this morning after our pedicure and she was talking about how smokey the casinos get, in addition to some other places - she...
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I have been thinking all day about the casino, I'm not even sure exactly why - though I'm trying to banish all of those thoughts from my head. I think it may be a memory from the past when it got...
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Daily update - it's Friday and looking forward to the weekend! Day 95 - yay
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This is all worth it, for anyone who is trying to stay motivated to quit. It's amazing how there really is a life out there and things keep getting better and better! It's a matter of really...
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Just getting my update in early this morning - to another day gf! smokey
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Just another update on days - 92, but who's counting? :] I guess my answer to doing this was making it mandatory that I check in to the site daily... whatever it took, it is...
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I reached 90 days yesterday and didn't realize it - - -we had been on vacation and the day had slipped by. I'm happy to report the 3 month mark. Occasionally, something will be said that triggers...
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I can't believe I've reached 80 days - - - still going strong! It has become a habit to "not" go out gambling, so that is good. I try to think of the casinos and the slots as AWFUL AWFUL places -...
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Things going well - - -as I just wrote to someone, as GF days mount, it's hard to think about going back to Day 1 again...would HATE that feeling!There was a day this week where all I could think...
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I just went through a catalog for classes in my local area through the city, and somehow came up with about 5 I'd like to attend... it amazed me when I did this - it just made me realize all the...
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On to another month... feel pretty strong right now.. of course when the mailing came in I was thinking - just go over and get the free cash, but did not do it.I remember this feeling only too well -...
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Have had a great day so far - got together with some old friends and had a lot of fun catching up on our lives. Ran across someone too who had had an alcohol problem in the past; she & her husband...
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Well, I have come to the 75 day mark; I believe it is the longest I have gone without gambling since 1998... quite a long time of making the wrong choices. :]Anyway, I'm on track and today I decided...
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Realizing how much time was wasted - hours being spent at the casino - hours that I now have to do a host of other things. I'm enjoying being FREE of the burden. For those of you who are new and...
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