smokeygirl
Status: Planning my week and struggling with urges to go and gamble again - - - talking myself out of it, even as we speak... but tough...
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Just checking in. . . During the weekend, I did have some urges to gamble - I voiced it to my husband. I was trying to convince him (and myself) that I should take the Free Casino Cash ticket and...
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Yesterday, I had all kinds of computer problems - I wrote a very long journal entry that got lost . . . I tried again and wasn't able to save it, so here I am - one day later, not reconstructing my...
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As the weekend gets closer, the thoughts of gambling again emerge... it's hard to believe because I can go from not having ANY thoughts at all about it anymore to having the urge again to jump in my...
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It seems like my brain is working better these days - that sounds funny, but I guess what I mean is it is more organized, so at work I'm a lot more productive than I used to be. There used to be a...
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A fresh start for all of us - June and the beginning of a lot of fun Summer activities! I guess when I was gambling, I never really noticed all of what was available to me . . . free concerts,...
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No breaking news - the start of new month. No breaking news is GOOD. :]Just checkin' in,Smokeygirl
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ODAAT- off from work today; it's got to be good :]Have a great Memorial Day!Smokeygirl
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Spent some $$ shopping today - - -for clothes for MYSELF. :] What a novel idea!It was fun and I walked away with something of value for my $$ spent.. yay, Smokeygirl
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Forgot to mention on the task/cleanup project, I have a lime green bright sheet with the letters ACT NOW on it, which I look at periodically to keep myself going with whatever the task at hand is...
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This weekend I've been taking some time for organization in my house - I realize that all of the hours spent gambling over the years could have/should have been spent keeping up with things. ... I...
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Signing on to establish this new day - 102. Looking forward to the weekend and thank you, Eastwester for your comments and support. Yes, I am sharing my recovery, which is helping me along the...
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Moving on - almost into the Memorial Day Weekend which is fun because we get the extra day off from work... Have been working hard and pretty fatigued, but it's all good. I would hate to have a job...
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Checking in - reached the big number; this isn't as hard as I believed it would be - there is HOPE for all of us!Have a great day,Smokeygirl
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Checking in for the day - - - 99 and counting.. It's nice to read that a lot of people are staying gf and this site is a big part of all of our success!Just for today, I will not gamble!The best to...
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Another day of right choices. Full of excitement and positiveness instead of guilt.Hugs to all,Smokeygirl
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