smokeygirl
Status: Planning my week and struggling with urges to go and gamble again - - - talking myself out of it, even as we speak... but tough...
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I am staying away pretty easily - thank goodness. There are a lot of problems at work and it's so stressful but I'm determined to not let that affect my progress. I will stay focused. I just...
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Nothing really to report - things are okay as long as I stay away.... I can do it, just for today.. I will not gambleSmokeygirl
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Things getting better . . . back to work and my mind is active on other things. I'm so glad to have stopped again - - just wishing and hoping that any urge or craving will go away and not come...
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Just a week ago since I gambled - - - feels good!Take good care, everyone,Hugs,Smokeygirl
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Okay, so I was fine this morning - I don't have any intention of going to the casino, so that's good, but I'm feeling so bored right now even though I have plenty to do... it's a restless feeling and...
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Spending time this morning just figuring out how I will spend my weekend time - starting with my coffee, of course. :] I'm blocking out specific timeframes for things I have to do here in the house...
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Reached the end of the week - no problem; now the weekend. I was supposed to go up north for a cat show with some friends and due to the weather and a few other things, I decided not to go. So......
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Everything under control... Just had a friend mention the casino - I hadn't spoken to her in a long time. It gave me a sick feeling in my stomach, so I guess that's good. :] Just for today I will...
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Day Three already - just taking it slow and I'm in control - just for today I will NOT gamble! I plan to write daily, but not become obsessed with the counting of the days. baby steps... :] Hugs...
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Today is better than yesterday and the day before! I feel less ashamed and bad about myself than I did after the weekend. . . I know that staying away hour by hour, day by day is the ONLY way to...
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Well, here I am checking in to this site again - - -and actually creating a journal entry! It has been since last October - - I have been up and down with this again and still struggling. I have...
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8 days now back in the groove - - I feel good again and I shared a lot of things with my husband - he is helping me stay on track - always reminding me that it's impossible for me to gamble...
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Today was a good day - no gambling or thoughts of going. JUST FOR TODAY I WILL NOT GAMBLE! Feel better writing that down - there's got to be a way out and I'm going to find it (again)! Can't...
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I have gone over this road so many times it makes me sick - I'm not happy with myself right now - I guess I just have not "got it". I thought I had it all figured out for a while, but I'm back to...
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So far so good - it's been about two weeks now - no casino. So confusing and tormenting to go back to that existence. Have gone back and forth a little lately, but like myself much better without...
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