Here we go - another weekend!!
Well here we are - another Friday night; leading into my previous gambling days... (Sat, in particular)... old habits are being broken, but not forgotten. :] Things are going well GF - workwise, I've been so busy that the time is just flying by during the day... somehow I find ways to avoid temptation after the working hours. I just simply don't allow myself those opportunities. My initial goal this time was two months GF and I am now at 1 month and 9 days... now I said I wasn't going to be counting any more, but it does make you feel good when you get through the next 24 hours successfully. :] :] I had a friend today telling me that she really didn't think I had a "Problem" and that a good friend of hers has such a wonderful system, etc. of being able to play the games and still remain sane; we should meet up & have dinner and talk so she can help me understand it all. Obviously, I told her - no - I reallly DO have a problem and I'm happy to NOT be gambling. Some people just DONT' get it. She told me that she's not compulsive or addicted to anything at all, also not competitive.. I said - that's why you really can't understand the feelings of those that are!! Anyway, it was a rather fruitless conversation, so I just went on my way. I don't blame her at all . . she simply can't understand if she's never been there or know someone that has. That's why this site is so GREAT... we're all speaking the same language!! Thanks for listening. Hope everyone is doing well - ODAAT!!!!Have a wonderful weekend,Smokeygirl