smokeygirl
Status: Planning my week and struggling with urges to go and gamble again - - - talking myself out of it, even as we speak... but tough...
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Today was a good day - though I thought about gambling, I didn't act upon my thoughts. I actually went and exercised, which is a goal of mine; to get in better shape and not turn to food to relieve...
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I guess I would call it sad and frustrating instead of venting, now that I think about it - no, change that to just plain frustrating... It has only been a week and I relented yet again today. The...
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I strayed off the wagon today - - it was not good. I'm feeling angry, depressed, anxious, sad, and many other emotions. The road to recovery is not a straight line. I'm trying to stop beating...
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I guess I would call it sad and frustrating instead of venting, now that I think about it - no, change that to just plain frustrating... It has only been a week and I relented yet again today. The...
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I strayed off the wagon today - - it was not good. I'm feeling angry, depressed, anxious, sad, and many other emotions. The road to recovery is not a straight line. I'm trying to stop beating...
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The last few weeks have just flown by - no casino I'm happy to say. I have found a few other things that I really enjoy - one is the tap dancing. I bought a great portable tap board to practice...
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Things feel so much more normal - I'm over last weekend and will make better choices. Not gambling is the best choice.Hope everyone is doing well!Hugs,Smokeygirl
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Okay, so here's the deal - I worked myself up to again thinking about the casino and had in my mind that I would drive to PS on Sunday to meet some friends, and leave early to go to the local...
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Hope everyone's doing well - just thought I would write a quick note. So many new people on the site - I wish everyone the best on this journey. And it is just that - a journey, with twists,...
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Nothing major planned for the weekend, my husband will be very occupied with working on his hobby and getting ready for an event....., in the last week I've gotten a lot of very sad and bad news...
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When thoughts to gamble occur, I am really taking the time to think it all through, and all of the ramifications... I realize how I used to rush right into going to the casino.. just because an...
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I really believe I was doing a lot better with my thinking when I was writing in this journal every day, so here I am again.Whatever comes to my mind at the moment is what I will write about. It's...
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I know how ridiculous this is, but I am still fighting the urge to go to the casino - today. Crazy - not even rational!! :] I have a problem when I hear that people have won x$$ - I go back to...
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Having gone to the party yesterday and talked to many people, it made me realize once again, that everyone is going through something! Addictions are only one small aspect of our everyday lives......
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Had breakfast with a good friend and neighbor this morning and this afternoon she and our husbands went to a neighborhood party - lots of people; live band, etc., just had a great time. It's time...
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