smokeygirl
Status: Planning my week and struggling with urges to go and gamble again - - - talking myself out of it, even as we speak... but tough...
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Well here we are - another Friday night; leading into my previous gambling days... (Sat, in particular)... old habits are being broken, but not forgotten. :] Things are going well GF - workwise,...
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Just a quick update - I'm still GF!! Spent this past weekend in AZ with some very good long-time friends and had a very nice time; though we talk about moving there, I'm not so sure I could take the...
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Well, I am about 2 1/2 hours away from being GF for one month... I cannot believe it has been that long. I have been at this point before at the beginning of 08, so I caution myself not to get too...
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25 days, but who's counting?? My husband finally got home; he's been gone most of the last few weeks, and tonight we had a nice dinner together. Enjoyable! The week was rough workwise - extremely...
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If I make it through tomorrow, it will be three weeks since I gambled... That will be exciting, but not counting my chickens yet :] I am going to try a jigsaw puzzle too, especially for the rest of...
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Today was a positive peaceful day....no urges, really. Read lots of posts and journals.. helpful. We're halfway through the weekend and that's GOOD - not to wish it away, of course but for me...
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Well, today was a rollercoaster......the beginning of the weekend is always difficult since I used to go to the casino on Saturday or Sunday... anyway, I found myself thinking and thinking about...
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No breaking news - just a general update. Life is better & I seem to be having more fun, good things occuring that I didn't plan for. I've been on the site a lot lately and believe me, it has...
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Well, it has now been two weeks since my trip to the casino; wow - I can't believe it... time is a very strange phenomenon - sometimes it zooms by and other times it really d r a g s... I don't quite...
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Somehow I remained GF today - - - -it was very tempting to go to the casino after work - here's why - my husband left on a business trip and I anticipated this weekend being tough. Sure enough -...
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Today - Day 6 GF! I'm not going to get too excited yet, but I do feel good about staying away and making a move in the right direction again! Had an enjoyable weekend, saw some friends and kept...
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I know that the road to success has its deviations... success is not a straight line. I am telling myself all of these things because once again, though I have all of the right answers and thoughts...
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Today was a very positive day - - - no urges, no slips; now after deviating from my purpose several times in the last few months, I truly know the meaning of 'ONE DAY AT A TIME'. When I first...
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Today was a good day; I'm over the slip up and mentally I felt clear again and ready to keep myself on track... Noone said it would be easy, but over the weekend I read many many posts on here and...
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