I have not been on here in a awhile, have felt kinda stupid about the last time I was on here I was drinking and pretty upset....I am doing much better with my drinking, have lots more work to do but on my way....

This is kind of O.T. (off topic) but I need some prayers for my cousin and best friend.....I have been freaking out....she is only 27 yrs old, pregnant with her second child, married to the best man in the world...But she is in the hospital with a tear in her heart. They are talking about open heart surgery ....I am not so good at coping with all of this....all I can do is wait and pray...please say some prayers for her, anyone, everyone!!! I need her to be okay as does her family....
I am sorry, I just needed to reach out anywhere I could and wasnt sure if it was okay to post something so off topic...it has nothing to do with drinking but I guess my stability....I do not know what to do with myself....they are saying not to go up to the hospital right now.....and keep us updated but its so hard to sit and wait, not knowing much....

Please say a prayer for my cousin...I guess that is all I can do right now...she just seems to young for all this, it does not seem fair!!