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- I went to a support group meeting tonight and we talked a lot about not being on meds. It was fueled by this one young man and it rocked my brain a bit. Who here supports off meds? Thanks so muchAndrea
- I recently went through a big episode having gone off my meds back in the spring. Since i've left the hospital, I find I am eating a lot and gaining weight like crazy. I sleep all day and I look like a mess when I go out in public. I feel like I've...
- I hate my own mother... I should definitely just walk out and be homeless. Ya I was crazy craaazzzyyyy suicidal and just crazy hateful of myself all summer. window of light felt great went out had too much fun... sex is too powerful for me .. CRASH....
- I'm going insane NOT living my life at my mom/stepdad's house. Must get out immediately. Rent anywhere near me is $650/mo and up. I receive about $700 from disability. I also have a car that I have to pay for every month. Is anyone on disability...
- That's me. Failing at life. How do you do it? I have so many problems and pressures and tons of things to do and overcome.... it's all very overwhelming! Everyday I just ignore it... I ignore all the chaos that I went through in the past 4 ish...
- I've had a lot of psychiatric emergencies this past summer.... seriously... wowI was hospitalized twice. I've been going through a lot of changes. How bout you?Do you struggle with your identity?I often don't know who I am or trust myself at all.......
- My life is out of control...no... my mind is. I was just hospitalized for panic attacks and now that I'm out I'm in a partial hospitalization program. I feel like going back in the psych ward. I'm going to freak out in 2 seconds....... FREAK THE...
- and I fear I didnt get well enough before I left. I was there monday-friday of last week. they raised my geodon form 80 to 100. they gave me 40 during the day. my mom and i changed it to 100 at night bc i felt so awful being on geodon during the...
- Hi, I'm Grenadine. I know my picture is obnoxious.. I don't really look like that. She's my inspiration to work out and look like that. It's silly I know... I sort of have a body image issue. But the real reason why I'm posting on here is because I...
- I wish I had a best friend, or a boy friend, so I could hang out with someone in a night like this.... it's Saturday night and I'm watching Garden State. I love that movie.... But life has been good. I have accepted myself with bipolar disorder,...
- I always love the idea of New Years Eve parties and having fun and kissing someone at midnight.. spending time with friends as we walk into the new year. This year, like most years, I suspect I will be in my bed alone, maybe on DS on New Years Eve....
- Is it acceptable for a decent man to go to Hooters with his friends to watch a football game? This guy asked me out on a date. We talked about making other plans to see each other. I haven't seen him in years. He told me he's had a crush on me since...
- i want to hurt myself. i am hurting emotionally because im obsessively hating myself. i dont know how to face the night. i have trouble sleeping.
- It's funny, I come on here when I'm feeling desperate for help and have no one to turn to. Each time I come on here I see the same status that I put up a long while ago "I'm an idiot!" I never change it because whenever I come on here it seems to...
- I am just so mad. I got in a text fight with my friend Jenn and I fear she won't talk to me again or we won't be friends...... I'm mad at this guy for trying to use me, now he won't even respond to my message and WHY DO I CARE??....... last night...