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- This looks nice and is what I wish to achieve... thought you might benefit from it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k7X7sZzSXYs&feature=player_embedded
- I just watched a show about parenthood.. well it's actually called Parenthood. This great husband and loving father is in the music business and anyway he tries to help out this BEAUTIFUL young girl.. I mean gorgeous and she kisses him. Now he has...
- I feel so agitated, I can feel it in my veins.. especially in my right wrist. I feel like I'm going to jump out of my skin. Similar to being on cocaine but definitely not the same as that.... just the feeling in my mouth like there's a lot of energy...
- I feel hideous because I have sistic acne in my face and neck and some other areas. But this is mostly about my face. It's covered in pimples. I had beautiful skin when I was off meds and crazy, but the lithium is overproducing some oil in my body...
- Wow, I just realized by looking up my medications that they are the cause of many serious problems I have. Lithium: impaired memory, drowsiness, acne...Geodon: runny nose, difficulty swallowing, constipationWellbutrin: confusion, chills,...
- I have also called them night terrors. They're a regular thing for me. This time I refuse to go back to sleep. I'm confused about my reality. I'm terrified. It felt like I was having a panic attack in the dream, and I could really feel it too. I put...
- I feel so angry right now, like I've got an edge to me. I drew a picture to express myself, it was a persons chest with a square cut out of the whole thing and there's a woosh of some type of liquid pouring out. I snapped at my mom today when she...
- Stop f-ing sending me 100 emails at a time! Jeez
- I am really disturbed right now. Hearing about that assistant coach for a football team and him .... doing things to young boys at camp and getting away with it... it just makes me fucking sick. Why do people have to be so hateful and disgusting?...
- I wrote on the general discussion about this guy who I was "manically jealous" about and just stressing over him in general... obsessing and whatnot. Well it turned into a disaster...We finally hung out on Thursday and I went to his house in the...
- How do I find a thread I posted on here yesterday? It's no longer on the bulletin and it's not on my profile.
- I feel it right now. I get jealous with every boyfriend I've had. I just started dating this guy kind of. Well we've been off and on since the summer. Both times I ended it. But now I want to give him a real shot. He has made every move. He invited...
- I am really struggling right now and I need help but I don't want to ask those around me for help because I don't want to inconvenience them/think I'm a burden. I have depressing thoughts. I have depressing realizations. I realize that I am...
- Do they trigger mania for you? Or depression? Last night I found my bowl from when I used to smoke. I stopped smoking when I started the recovery process because it made me crazy with paranoia. When I found it last night, along with a lighter, I...
- I live at home. I shared an apartment with my step sister once and it ended very extremely badly. My drug addict boyfriend almost lived there with me and we decided I should go off my medication and I became psychotic and did some weird unacceptable...