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- I just had a terrible experience. I am so upset. I worked downtown tonight at a mansion and was a server at a great very rich party. I had espresso at around 9:30. After work I wanted to go out and get a beer. I texted my friend but nada. I went to...
- Thursday, Friday, and Saturday are not good days for me in some ways. I have been doing very well in my life lately with school and taking care of business, but on these days I get a little depressed. On these days people my age are calling each...
- My doctor put me on welbutrin when I was depressed and it definitely worked. I haven't been depressed since I started taking it. Major yay! But we have to be cautious because we don't want me to go into mania. Well I could be hinting on hypomanic...
- I was doing really well for a few weeks there, and I'm still not doing bad... my mood is stable and I'm thankful for that. But.. I am very discouraged. I have been reaching out to people that I've been close with over the years, people who I have...
- I feel great. It feels like a miracle. I have been happy and upbeat for a week and a half or so! And stable! Not manic. For those of you who have read my posts in the past few months, you know that I have been having difficult times. I was...
- I live at my parents house, and I think I should leave. My mom just approached me and said she was getting really bothered because I didn't thank her for all that she's done for me in the past couple days to get my car back. It was suspended and...
- The day was going fine until I got a text message from Pat. Pat is someone I met through a friend and he has only seen me psychotic. He moved away to go to school and we've talked on the phone/texted here and there. A while ago he said some things...
- There is something happening to me and it is making me depressed. So much that I don't like to go out of the house. I have acne. Real bad. I've always been a pretty girl and lately I've been comfortable with my body (my weight has fluctuated in the...
- I was just lying in bed and I was thinking about what were to happen if I killed myself. I wrote about how I wanted to die in my journal. Then I got out of bed and went downstairs in the kitchen where I went straight for the knives. I picked out the...
- I was just lying in bed trying to sleep but couldn't. I was thinking too much. About death and the misery that is my life. I was thinking of ways to die and imagining doing them. And then I started to think about what my suicide note would say. I...
- That's my life. Joyless. I live at home with my parents and my little sister, I don't have a job, and worst of all... I don't have any friends. Over the summer, I was very manic and psychotic and living in town. I spent most of my summer in the...
- I haven't been on this site in quite a while. But now that I have visited I have something to say... RAPE SUCKS! It sucked when it happened two years ago, and it sucks now. Last night I was with this guy that I like and we were having intercourse....
- What am I going to do with my life? Here I am, sitting in my plaid chair, watching TV. It's 3:30 in the afternoon. I'm smoking a cigarette and I'm sick. I didn't sleep much last night. I want to go to bed after a long day at work or school and fall...
- My rapist was arrested for stalking a woman! There was a warrant out for his arrest because he was an illegal citizen. Now he's gone! He was deported back to Brazil and is never allowed back in the United States.... ALELUIA!
- I dont know what to do....One night I made plans with my boyfriend to hang out the next day. We said "I love you" and "I miss you" and he said "you make me so happy, nobody understands me like you do". But the next day, he never showed up. I called...