Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I hate my own mother... I should definitely just walk out and be homeless. Ya I was crazy craaazzzyyyy suicidal and just crazy hateful of myself all summer. window of light felt great went out had too much fun... sex is too powerful for me .. CRASH. Feeling of doom sets in, depression, anxiety. under the covers all day sleep/cry. mother lectures me looks at me with disgust and disproval when i go upstairs. I hate her. I think she is always wrong and a terrible mother.
Bipolar life! Lets not do a reality TV show on that shit. Definitely don't put me on it. I might spontaneously combust.
Anyway, how are you? Hope you're better than me.
Bipolar life! Lets not do a reality TV show on that shit. Definitely don't put me on it. I might spontaneously combust.
Anyway, how are you? Hope you're better than me.
(((((BIG HUG)))) Glad you here, you've been missed!
I recently was put on a new medication (wonderful med) that you cannot miss a dose of. I have my pills sorted out for me by a mental health center by date and it says I missed last night's dose!
hoorayyyyy maybe I'm not spiraling in a pit of doom! I just missed my LATUDA!
But no... I also crashed last monday and have been feeling anxiety every night.
But maybe tomorrow won't be so bad? Not worse.. but better? Fingers crossed!
Thank you friends for your words and insight, I do think, Katieangel that my mom does love me we just don't see eye to eye and she wants to help but doesn't know how. We talked a bit tonight though and it turns out... it's not her... it's me. But I do need to move out.
I'm living with my MOTHER (ginawonders) of all people AND my grumpy step dad and I have to G rate my life because i live with my sister freshman in HS.
Hope for a better tomorrow.
Insight is key.