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- I have applied to SSI and they are going to be calling my phone at 9:00am (in 3 minutes) to have a phone conference. I am very nervous. I really really hope I get this. If I do I can finally live out of my parents house and be independent. SO past...
- I started a discussion about I song I wrote called "Make It". I wrote out the lyrics for everyone to read because I couldn't play it for you. Someone said to put it on youtube so you guys could hear it.... so I did!I want to share it with you and...
- There's a chance I was sexually abused as a child by my father but we don't know... I've always felt like a slut or like I should be a stripper and that I deserve the very least and I used to think I wanted to be beat and abused because it would...
- I wrote a song tonight after blogging with all of you today. And I wanted to share it. I would share it through video if this site still had that but they don't. So here are the lyrics. Just in case you are interested. Pretty simple(sung with...
- Has anyone ever tried going off medicine? Does anyone ever yearn to be off of it? I've gone off of my medicine maybe 4 times and a few times I've ended up in the hospital, each time I've had an extreme experience of psychosis and mania and...
- It's the middle of the day... a spectacular, beautiful day... and I just woke up from a nap. My step-father asked me- what's up? He said "you've been up lately and now you are napping and on a day like this?" I think because it's so beautiful...
- I just went for an early bike ride around the neighborhood which is kind of out of character for me because I usually sleep in and have a difficult time getting up for work. But yesterday and today I woke up earlier than 6am. I don't see a major...
- like rainy days and getting a pap smear. they scare me. and i have to cry. i can't help it.the feeling of violation creeps back agian.
- Do episodes become longer and more severe as time goes on in ones life? Or is it the other way around?Off medication, do episodes become more severe?
- ...should I think twice?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PSvKByYOPdo&feature=relatedThere are videos 1,2,3.... worth the watch... but now I'm confused. Can a person with bipolar disorder actually fully heal as they say in the video? help! I need...
- i was taken advantage of by a man recently. he forced sex upon me and this experience was not short. he threatened me and manipulated me. its been since friday morning and i'm better but still not well.
- have you ever been? please help me get through this if you have.. i cant make this whole thing go away and go on with my life.
- i have been doing well lately. i have been keeping a journal. making goals. and trying to understand the illness as it hits me. but today... today... my older brother is having friends over the house from college and they have all graduated since....
- i think i might be manic? i'm awake and have energy which is not normal for me... usually i am tired and sluggish. but i feel like i have a healthy energy level... but its different. i am kind of aggitated and i'm having "disturbing thoughts" as my...
- I have dreams, I know we all do. What are some of yours?I dream to go traveling throughout north and south america by foot, but more realistically by a truck or bus. But due to my fear of travel and season change being a red flag for bipolar, and my...