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- I was raped a little over a year ago and I just saw the rapist at a pizza joint downtown. I freaked out and said to my friend Jess- you need to come with me outside right now. I started to freak out and eventually sobbed and cried. I started...
- I've gained weight since I was raped a year ago. My mom said it may be subconciously because I don't want men to find me attractive. And that it's normal for women to gain weight after being raped because they don't want that attention. Have you...
- I have had nightmares every night for the past 4 nights.... I don't know what to do I can't sleep. Most all of these night mares have been about men. and They have all been pretty messed up. (I'm sensitive to the men figures because of the rape I...
- My friend Eric is pro-no-meds and he has seen me miserable in the situation i am in living at home. So last night he suggested I go work on a farm somewhere and be free of it all. He very quickly said he'd make some calls if I'd like. So he did....
- Since my diagnosis, which was three years ago, I feel like I have dedicated a lot of time to being "sick" and getting well. Hospital stays.... major episodes.... depression.... And I have this title: Bipolar. When I meet someone I feel like I have a...
- I'm taking this great acting class in Providence. Our assignment from last week is to write a monologue about something that pisses you off.... I'm having a difficult time getting it started...Maybe your opinions could help get some ideas flowing...
- The anniversary of my sexual assault is coming up. It was the last thursday of September 2008. Very soon after the rape, my sister got married. Being at her wedding was really tough especially since I took myself off my medication for bipolar...
- I was doing so well. it's like i'm bipolar or something.... well I am bipolar... i wrote "crap crap crap" last night because I felt like crap. I woke up this morning and.... crap! I feel like crap still.. like there is a sinking hole in my stomach...
- I feel like crap today. Emotionally I feel like crap, physically I feel like crap, and mentally I feel like crap. Nothing went right today. And I'm so tired. I'm sorry for being such a whiner..... but I've been doing so well lately and today just......
- I'm going to see my psychiatrist this morning and I want him to take me off lithium so my thyroid isn't all messed up. Also I feel numb and depressed, and not like myself. I don't think he'll give a hoot but it's worth a shot. Do you think I should...
- Last night I was at a concert with great music playing and I found myself way in the back alone sitting at a table with chairs near the window. I zoned out at the concert scene ahead of me until I came across a flyer. I picked one up and found a...
- I just got home and I"m not tired. Well, if I layed down in my bed I'd probably fall asleep... but anyway..All I could think of driving home was: I want to be off medicine! I thought of how much thinner I was and how my skin was clear and my mind...
- is anyone still awake? i just got home from the bar and this guys house (buncha guys house)..... found out tonight that the guy that i was talking to last night and tonight is 40... i'm 21. ANYWAY i should be sleeping. it is a bad habbit especially...
- After I was raped almost a year ago.. I met this boy (younger than me) and we talked and hit it off. I gave him a ride home and when I got into his room... he was soon very aggressive. We had sex... I'd say it was consensual because I can never open...
- My thoughts go back and forth between staying on my current medication, taking myself off completely, and seeing a naturopath.... supposedly it's an herbal remedy kinda approach. natural. any thoughts on the subject?