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- Just thought I would share about my family get together last night. So to catch you up my mother and father have always been emotionally unavailable as they cannot even say they love me out loud, just on birthday cards etc.. My father can also be...
- Do you have trouble with this? I do. I have learned so much this past year about how to change behaviors in myself that do not work anymore. How to love myself and take good care of myself...and yet there are times that I just don't do anything but...
- So here is where I am at : I realize that in all my relationships I only connect on a surface level. I have wondered why I don't have very many true friends and why my love relationships were never that satisfying. Well I have discovered that you...
- Today I heard a message about intentions. Why are you doing certain things? Are you grieving for yourself? Are you lonely and feeling sad and depressed because life is not turning out the way you planned? My answer to these is yes. But what am I...
- So I am really struggling with ending my marriage. I have gotten rid of the boyfriend and got a female roommate. She is wonderful and a good companion to have right now. It has been nearly 18 months since I left my husband in such a panic to fix my...
- So its been a week and the BF has been mostly scarse and I really have not missed or thought about the hubby. What did happen though was that every time I found myself home alone I picked up the phone to call someone. If I am not out doing...
- OK so today starts one week without any men. I know it's only a week but the therapist said start small. I now live alone so this is possible. Yay me. The BF is being really nice and I am allowed to text or call him, but no dates for a week.BUT what...
- I had a strange thought today on my way to work. I have WAY too much time to think on my 1 hour drive each way to and from work! ha ha. But here is what I thought about: I thought that it is easy for me to tell others, especially on this site, what...
- So my emotions are all over the board today. First day alone. I need to stay grateful for what I have. Sometimes we forget all the good that we do have in all these sad and trying times. Here is my list, please let me know what your list is, just...
- I am noticing that even in bad situations if they somewhat go MY way I am happy, but if they suddenly change and go a different direction than I expected I immediately go to fear. Just because they do not go my way does not always mean that they...
- Well here I am in a new situation. ALL my feelings have once again done a 180. I finally stood up for myself and told the BF that I wanted him to move out. We were done. So I left him a very kind note as to that affect. I had to have a friend help...
- Here is what happened this morning:I have read that I need to look in the mirror and tell myself "I love you" at least once every day. So I tried it.I looked straight into the mirror and said " I love you" laughed and said "even with your double...
- I am so depressed and trying like hell to hang in there as my hubby has told me that he is done and wants a divorce. I talked to my son and he said he is happy with his girlfriend. I am crushed. I have caused all my own pain and am suffering...
- Hello ladies and happy new year. I am so looking forward to 2015. So here is where I was at one year ago and here is where I am at now.Last Christmas I had left the hubby just three months prior. I had been dumped by the narc BF and had two good...
- So I went and bought a new car yesterday! You would think that I would be happy. But no one else seems to be happy for me is the problem. Why do I always need recognition? The hubby complained that we do not have the money and how disappointed he...