jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
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Not feeling good today at all. Had a very hard time getting to sleep last night. Seem to be just consumed with worry. I keep telling myself that it's alright, and things are not as bad as they...
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Well, today is another day. Hopefully better than yesterday. Yesterday was a complete waist of time with Bob. Dan and I got talking while we were at this site, doing nothing of course. Aparently...
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What a bunch of clowns i'm working with. Yesterday the guy takes me to this place to take off wall paper. Why he wanted to, I don't know. One thing I do know that when they have wall paper on...
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Still trying to get my strength back. I find it very hard trying to fight addiction when your run down. Sometimes it takes me a couple of hours just to get myself together in the morning. It's...
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Today was pretty relaxefull at work. I finished most of what needed done at the place. Paul was only supposed to be two hours, but he never got there until seven. Made my day really easy. I kept...
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Yesterday spent the day thinking a lot about everything. Tried just putting the worries aside, and focusing on what I need to do now. I played with Jimmy last night. He loved that. He was so tuckered...
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Well, I'm alright for the time being. I went to the Dr today and told him everything that's going on. Sorry but I just can't afford to be sick right now. I wish I could, and get through this...
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Yesterday was like a day from hell. Started out with a fire in my kitchen. I had the stove on because it's so cold in the morning. My long john's weren't dry completly, so I hung them above the...
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Well, today I have to decide. Am I going down, or do I want to fight. Going down to me is to be dead. I can't go there. I would rather die than do that. So I'm deciding I need to fight. These...
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Feeling so lost lately. I feel like I'm struggling by myself just to keep afloat. Not sure exactly whats going on. sometimes I think it's the weather, and the change of season, other times I...
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Today I really don't feel like doing anything. I do have this one problem running around in my mind. A freind of mine told me that she didn't want to use the word love when we talked anymore. I...
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Well, the end of another day. Still not feeling that great. I know it's mostly due to the change of season. Really not looking foreward to winter. That's a tough time for me. I really don't...
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Today I feel tired and worn out. The roofing work is pretty hard on the body, and I guess I'm not as young as I used to be. Using a lot of muscles that I haven't used in awhile. I seen the Dr...
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Today over all was good. Finally took care of the Rogers bill. Payed next months too, so that's good. Over the last couple of days. I have been experiencing some emotions that I didn't like much....
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Well, today was good. Because of the spirituality that I practise. Bob is really a liar, but I can laugh at it. Funny, because it's concerning money. Yesterday he told me he would pay $10.00 an...
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