jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
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I am still sober. This has been the best thing that has happened in my life. I have been completly free of the obsession to drink. There have been moments where I have pondered the thought of...
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Been away from this for awhile, but I've been doing well. A lot of changes, but that just seems to be what happens in recovery. The key word there being, "Happens." Nothing happens during...
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Today is a much nicer day. Work was differant today. They had a free pizza day for all the employees at Manulife. it was still work, but a differant pace and atmosphere for a change. Unfortunatly...
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Wow! Today was going good until a few minutes ago. I wanted to punch out one of the kids a few minutes ago. Sorry to say, but this one is a real goof and he just hit the wrong button. I'm so...
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Today went pretty well at work. I was worried abit over the weekend, one of my past times. I had shared alot about myself with this lady that I work with. She came by the center one time and we...
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Wow! Is the apartment ever in a mess. I'm really not used to this amount of disaray, but I'm coping alright. I got the kitchen painted today. One more step to the finished outcome. I've been doing...
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Well, I'm back at the center for the second day since spending time with my partner. I don't really feel happy about being here. In just the few days I was gone, some weird stuff has happened...
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Work went well todat, but I was still thinking about Trish alot. I find myself sometimes wanting to get angry, but then I can't. It's that damned addiction that I really hate. I was talking alot...
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Just a quiet day today. I had to catch up on some rest. Had about an hour. Tried to watch some T.V. There was a movie on about a swat team. Seamed a little corny, so I came back here. Still...
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Today went well at work. All the bullshit that I was experiencing at the begining seem to have settled down. When I get there, I just try to do my best, and thats all I can do. Today a blizzard...
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I'm sitting in my office here at the center and feeling so peacful. I've got another addict here thats strugled for years. She's safely sleeping in the corner. I feel so good that I can give...
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I've been taking a little rest from my journal and spending the weekend with just me. Last week I had alot of negative shit going on in my head with people at the center here. I was letting the...
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Today I feel very tired and drained. Thoughts about getting high in some way keep going through my head. If only there was a way to do it without the consequences, but there isn't. I can't go...
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I feel so good today. Lots of things are starting to come together. Work is going very well. I'm very happy with the way things are going now. One of the ladies that work with me came by last...
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Today not really doing much. Mostly staying inside here at the center because it's a snow storm outside. I think this is one of the biggest ones we have had this year. Snow just doesn't want to...
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