jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
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I had a great day at work today. Everything went well, but I'm sad now. A freind of mine who was here in the summer with her dog, well seems like the dogs time has come. I feel so sad now. I fell...
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Today went pretty good at work. I got the clock set right, and getting up was a lot better. Had my coffee, and time to read. I renewed my membership at the gym for another month. I'm going to focus...
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Wow! did I ever enjoy the meeting tonight. Usually I would focuse on the negative thoughts I would develope about everything, and by the time the readings were read and it came time for the smoke...
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This morning I got a taste of hard emotions, but I handled them well. I woke up about ten to 6am, I thought I set the clock for four thity am, but it was set for pm. I grabbed a cab right away,...
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What a day today has been. Woke up pretty good this morning. Clock didn't go off, but I still woke up at eight o"clock like I wanted so I could get ready for church. Church was really good...
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Oh my! I came back from going to the market, Tim had football on as usual. I set up my stereo and put on my worship music and right away tears started. Oh, how I've missed God so much. I could...
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Wow! I think I had one of the best sleeps last night that I can remember in a long time. I went to bed about 11:30 and woke up around 10:30. I never sleep like that. Usually I can't sleep past 8....
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I felt really good tonight. After work I got my hair cut, and tonight i washed up before I went to a meeting. I feel so good when i'm nice and clean, and looking good. I got some hugs tonight too...
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Well, things have been going alright. I have all my bills paid, and actually I'm paying an extra two hundred on my rent for next month so I'll be ahead. I talked to Tim recently about things,...
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Today was so easy at work. I got there and the chef already had everything done except the muffins. I don't know what time he got there, but it must have been early. The rest of the day I spent...
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Well, today has been better. My mind, body, and emotions are still going through changes. I went to the library yesterday and got some books on addictions. One is really good right now. It...
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Well, sitting back tonight. Just me and my kitty. Thinking about the new year that's within hours away. Thinking of how I would like my life to be, and changes that I would like. Many things go...
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What a jerk I am sometimes. All that shit I read into yesterday was just my head playing with me. I woke up about 130 in the morning and couldn't sleep. I was still angry. By 230 I made a pot of...
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Today I'm kinda pissed off right now. At work there's been a couple of things with the chef that I've let slide, but tomorow I'm going to say something. Since I've been there I've noticed that...
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Well, it was back to work today. That went well, and it was good to get back into things. I'm feeling kinda out of wack lately. Confused about some things, and just feeling unsure of everything....
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