jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
Mood:
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Well, today is going alright, accept I'm getting up too early. Would have liked to sleep in, but woke up about 5am. took two baths, tried to sleep, ended up getting the chicken out of the freezer....
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Thank God, the week is over. Toughest week I've ever had. I'm looking foreward to seeing Dillon tonight. i'm done. Lately I've been keeping my mouth shut. I[m so tired of going in circles....
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Today is the first day that I've been able to be really clean. I'm still a little tired, and my heads abit foggy, but I've been listening to Dillon. He's told me so much about whats real. all...
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Well, things are seeming like a struggle, at least money wise. Thinking about looking at differant things to try and releive some pressure. It might be just the change with work, but I'm feeling...
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Today not feeling great spiritually. I've been thinking about that a lot lately. Kinda taking an inventory of all the time that's gone by since I studied about God. I've been feeling like I want...
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Well, today surprised my socks off. I was coming in from having a ciggarette on my lunch and my manager asked to speak with me. I must really be in bad shape. Right away my mind started racing...
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Well,a little worn out tonight. Don't feel like writting much. The day went by alright. My mind is starting to play again. End of the month, rent and other things that need taken care of. Should be...
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Today seems a little funny. The weekend is winding down, and back to work tomorow. Felt like I just got through the weekend, instead of really enjoying it. I guess it's just the way it is. I can't...
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Today is a good day so far. Got to sleep in until 10 or 10:30. That's a rareity. I didn't even hear Tim, that's very rare. Must have been sleeping really good. I know that I've needed some good...
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Things went alright today. It's been a lot more easier now that I'm trying to just focus on doing my job. At times i still have an urge to say things, but i am trying not to. A lot of times when I...
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Things have been going alright, but that's it. seems kinda boring life and ways, but I guess thats the way it is. Even tho it may seem boring now, I am enjoying the time now...
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Today went well. Had a Dr's apointment in the morning so I got to sleep in. That's always a bonus. I do0n't think I'm going to get much use in my thumb, but that's all right. Don't miss what I...
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Today was a good day. Work went well. Still trying to just stay focused on my work, and not thinking I have to be so perfect and trying to controle things. It is much easier that way. I'm not the...
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Today was a good day. The whole weekend was very good. Didn't really do anything spectacular, but it was such a blessing compare to last weekend. No depression, or foolish thoughts about wheather...
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Today was a really good day compared to last week. i think it has a lot to do with just doing the best I can, and accepting myself with all my faults. Not many people can do that, except me and...
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