Yesterday spent the day thinking a lot about everything. Tried just putting the worries aside, and focusing on what I need to do now. I played with Jimmy last night. He loved that. He was so tuckered out after that he just sat panting. He's really something else. He can jump so high. I've had lots of cats before, but never a jumper like this one. Even this morning he was still wound up. Started attacking me, and jumping at me. He's really become a charactor. Anyway, t oday I'm starting to put things into action, and picking myself back up. I'm going to follow what the Dr said, for this week.I also want to start back into meditations, and readings that I've neglected. I don't want to get into beating myself up about why i did things, or the consequences. I'm just going to buckle down and get busy. I know where I don't want to go. It sure makes me realize that a life with recovery is definetly a whole lot better. There's snow all over today. Not my favourite thing, but at least when there is snow it's usually not that cold. the heat is working a lot better this morning and last night. I guess Bob finally fixed the furnace.It's about time. I'm going to see what the nextbill is like because I've had to use the space heater and stove to keep warm. If it's too high, I'll just take it off the rent. I've been nice and fair with Bob long enough. He seems to be the kind of person that uses that for his own advantage. I got the hydro bill the other day. Best one so far. Only $46.00 for two months. That's very good. well, off to another day. Lord, I pray that you help me to have courage, strength, and your wisdom to do the things that you want of me. Help me to grow closer to you, and to put aside these things that I've gotten myself into. Let me grow in your ways. Thank you. Amen