jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
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Things are finally settling down and getting some order to it. I'm very thankfull for that. I hate those times when everything is such a struggle. I know we need these things to build our...
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Yesterday was really good, except that I spent about at least a half hour writting my journal and forgot to save it. Work went well. I did practise putting my emotions aside. I find that really...
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Ohhhhh. Today a bit sore from doing that job last night, but feeling good. It sure was a big differance from before. Worked really good, and feel good about it. Nice to have a little money in my...
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Today was a much better day. Feeling pretty good now. The worst is just about over, and I made it through. Work went well, and tomorow I get paid so I can get rid of those pestering bills...
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Boy, today was a little trying at work. I've been feeling pretty tense and uptight the last couple of days. Right now I find being around people can be anoying. I know it's part of what I'm...
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Oh, lord it's been a long day. Really find it very difficult not doing really anything this weekend. I paced around driving myself crazy, tried napping but couldn't, made supper for Tim and I....
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Oh God, do I feel good again tonight. i was going to go to an A.A. meeting, but thought I would stop in the Center again to see if Dillon was still there. He was, and I spent about two and a...
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Today after the walk with Tim, I decided to go to the Sobriety Center. I'm glad that I did. Dillon was there, and we ended up having a long talk about everything. I was honest about it. He said a...
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Well, today is a little better, I suppose. Still feeling awful about the situation with my freind. Went out for a walk with Tim. He's doing very well with keeping clean. He went to a meeting last...
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Today I'm going to focus on trying to get things together. This whole thing with my freind really bothers me. I know i never intentionally meant any harm. A journal is supposed to be a place where...
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I feel terible today. I don't feel myself the last couple of days. I'm angry and depressed. I felt so bad at work that I cried. I miss G very much right now. Not sure if it's because of withdrawel...
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Today just feeling a bit nervouse and stuff. Things are a little still up in the air, but much better now that I'm working again. Last night I made another really good filling meal. Got a whole...
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First day back was a breeze. The people were glad to see me, and that was nice. The Christian lady got fired for pushing one of the other girls. Thats kinda good. She was the one writting down...
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Well, off to my first day back to work. Looking foreward to it, but a little nervous. I'm sure everything will go fine. I feel pretty strong. Yesterday Tim and I had a great dinner. Funny, it...
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Finally going back to work. Yahoo! A little bit nervous, but all set. Got my bus pass for the month, got my hair cut, and I'm getting stronger each day. I don't think the pills are a problem...
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