jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
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Feeling like my old self again. I worked with Bob today. I was painting some apartments for Bob, and I enjoyed it. Bob was downstairs doing things, so he didn't bug me. At first when I got there...
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God, last night was horible. Felt like I had restless leg syndrome. Felt like my legs were just crawling all over. Kept flipping all over the bed. Even Jet got a bit pissed off with me. She likes...
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I feel like shit. Everything is hurting now. I done good today tho. I forced myself to eat. Didn't throw up, but I did gag a few times during the day. Head just hurts a lot. Feels like it's full of...
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Alright, been up awhile now just thinking about everything. Today is the day that all this shit with the pain killers stops. I've been looking on line about others quiting. How they did it, what...
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Feeling pretty down. Just about ready to give up everything. Just so tired of trying, and not having anyone in my life. All the friends I thought I had, both here, and where I live just aren't...
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Today was a pretty good day. I was disapointed tho going to the clinic. It wasn't to see the Dr, it was to see a counselor instead. Yes, I was judgemental about her. She was very young, looked...
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Feeling kinda run down and tired lately. A little worried about my finances too for the future. Everythinbg is alright for now. i'm payed up until the end of next month, but I need to start...
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Ahhh. Finally get to relaxe. Finished the painting job I had, and got payed. It was an easy job, but even those can make things a little stressed. So far since loseing my job, I have been doing...
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Boy, what a week without the computer. Really messed up everything with me. Been kinda bouncing all over the place. got inbto the pain killers again, but am trying to get thaqt under controle again....
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Finally, got my place all cleaned up nice. Yahoo! Couldn't get to that for awhile now because of working so much, and it was getting beyond what I find comfortable. So many tools, and odds and...
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Boy, what a week this has been. Everything is good now. Been going on such extrem, lifes ups, and downs. First had one of those, " My life is really fucked now, " periods. And it was for about...
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Just got home awhile ago, after being in Carlisle for the weekend. Feeling pretty sore, and tired today. My body is feeling all the extra muscles I'm using. It's good tho. I do enjoy working,...
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Work just couldn't be better right now. My partner and I talk a bit sometimes about how I'm doing there, and he said he was talking to the boss and said that I'm doing very well, and I'm always...
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Work went well today. Worked back in Woodbridge at Econo Lube Tying up some loose ends. Started falling asleep on the way back. I'm feeling pretty tired the last few days. Wish I could have a few...
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Work was good today, and went well. chris is a great guy to work with. he's a sensible person that's interesting to talk to. has ac great sense of wity humour that I enjoy a lot. So refreshing...
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