Finally, MONEY!!!! Yahoooo!!!
Wow!!! Been pretty busy today. I got up about 5am to go to Labour ready, but then I said sqrew it for today. i just have to many things that I need to take care of. And it still bugs me because I'm sure they will say something about it. I don't want to get in trouble no more.
Anyway, it's been a good day. The sun is out and we are finally into the good weather. Everyone seems in a better mood, and the cheques are out so there isn't many people here at the club. lots of beer cans around and other stuff.
I also got my money. Feels so good to finally do things again. I went out and bought another cell phone. That really feels good again. I feel like I'm a part of the world again.
Been busy taking advantage of very few people here, I can finally do some cleaning that is hard to get to on ordinary days.
It get's pretty hard trying to manage myself while living at the shelter. I have to try and remember a lot because the papers get misplaced, or thrown out, or having to remember dates of appointments. But what can you do? It is the way it is for now and I just have to keep doing my best. That's all I can do. I try not getting angry, or swearing, but sometimes I swear. Not at the others. Just when something doesn't go the way it should.
So I talked to Greg, and he confirmed that we will be painting this Friday, or Saturday. Yahoooo!! I love that type of work. Finally were starting to go. now i can make some money, and big money. I'm allright with the bigger money. It doesn't bother me in anyway where I feel like drinking. I mostly just buy what I need, and the odd treat for myself.
So, not much else really. Going to a meeting tonight. I love ending the day with that, and then I go home and read. Right now I'm reading a book from the Dali Lama. He's a really cool person, and he simplifies the way's of Budhism. I really get blown away by the things I read, and how simply you can become enlightened about so much.
I really see the world, and how I think in such a different way now. It also helps me to train my mind in ways that gives me more peace of mind. Slowly I'm changing, and learning. It's good. I try not to get mad at people now, and it's working.
So, thank you Lord for everything. You are really soooooo good. Thank you.
Anyway, it's been a good day. The sun is out and we are finally into the good weather. Everyone seems in a better mood, and the cheques are out so there isn't many people here at the club. lots of beer cans around and other stuff.
I also got my money. Feels so good to finally do things again. I went out and bought another cell phone. That really feels good again. I feel like I'm a part of the world again.
Been busy taking advantage of very few people here, I can finally do some cleaning that is hard to get to on ordinary days.
It get's pretty hard trying to manage myself while living at the shelter. I have to try and remember a lot because the papers get misplaced, or thrown out, or having to remember dates of appointments. But what can you do? It is the way it is for now and I just have to keep doing my best. That's all I can do. I try not getting angry, or swearing, but sometimes I swear. Not at the others. Just when something doesn't go the way it should.
So I talked to Greg, and he confirmed that we will be painting this Friday, or Saturday. Yahoooo!! I love that type of work. Finally were starting to go. now i can make some money, and big money. I'm allright with the bigger money. It doesn't bother me in anyway where I feel like drinking. I mostly just buy what I need, and the odd treat for myself.
So, not much else really. Going to a meeting tonight. I love ending the day with that, and then I go home and read. Right now I'm reading a book from the Dali Lama. He's a really cool person, and he simplifies the way's of Budhism. I really get blown away by the things I read, and how simply you can become enlightened about so much.
I really see the world, and how I think in such a different way now. It also helps me to train my mind in ways that gives me more peace of mind. Slowly I'm changing, and learning. It's good. I try not to get mad at people now, and it's working.
So, thank you Lord for everything. You are really soooooo good. Thank you.
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