MermaidSinger

Hello everyone! So as quick as my awesome mood came yesterday after recieivng myschedule in the mail, it was gone. Thanks to my good old "friend" I told you all about previously. I call her D. We are...

 Hello everybody! Hope you are doing well!  Today brings awesome, super spectacular news for me! I got my schedule in the mail, and for math, I have my all time favorite teacher, Ms. Adams! She is...

Hello everyone. I am oh so totally trapped at the moment. I feel cornered by ED and I'm afraid I will never recover. I am starving myself crazy and purging up EVERY little thing I eat. And I do mean...

So tomorrow I am going to Ocean City, New Jersey with my best friend Deanna. I know I'm a baby but I'm nervous I'm going to be homesick and have ED issues there. It's from tomorrow, Sunday, until...

Today was really bad purge wise. I ate an entire serving of au gratin potatoes. threw up. Soy ribs and sweet potato fries. Threw up. Broccoli. Threw up. God does it not end?!? I am so ashamed of my...

Hello all! So I figured I'd journal and express a few thoughts. No groundbraeking news to report, but I'll relay what's going on. I had a my day off from work today, but I have to go back tomorrow....

Hello everyone! Sorry for the incomplete journal entry with the bewildering title. Just toclear up any confusion, I was most certainly NOT referring to DS people. You have all been nothing but great...

today I found out that Lauren died on my birthday...I thought she had died the day after. I don't want to celebrate my birthday because it will only remind me of my beautiful sister in spirit. I'm...

Hello all. I doubt anyone will read this and I can't really expect that they will, but to anyone who is, hope all is well. Things are getting worse again. There are so many awful things being crammed...

Ok. So. Let me start out by saying I ran for treasurer at the Drama Company. And cam in third place. Out of three. I thought I was well liked. It really killed me and it still does but I don't really...

Hey everyone. Just wanted to pop in and say hello quickly. And say thank you for your wodnerful comments. They give me hope and inspiration. Things are crappy. I havea a very bare minimum to say...

Tonight is a bad night. It's two in the morning and I just started to cry and I can't stop. Someone was telling me they were there this summer when Amelia was talking about Miguel, and she started...

Today has been kinda hard and I don't know why- I ate fine, no purging and self injury as of yet- hope I can keep it up!I'm getting really nervous about college. I sent in the application, my high...

I had a minor relapse tonight- I have no idea what spurred it, I am on pretty solid ground here and looking to move on. I burned instead of cut, which was something I rarely ever did. I do this...