MermaidSinger

I'm feeling kind of shitty right now. I feel like I'm still so stuck in the past. I have been trying to stay optimistic but there's a limit to that. I have kept telling myself positive reinforcing...

So I did a really dumb thing...I thought I was ready to unblock my ex on Facebook but I really, REALLY wasn't. One of her statuses was "I love my boyfriend!" I wanted to shit a brick. The gall of...

Hey everyone! Haven't journaled in about a week, so I figured I would get everybody caught up on the happenings.I've been trying to stay on the sanity bandwagon. It's hard and I had a meltdown two...

Monotony is setting in. It's just so BLARGH.I keep seeing her EVERYWHERE. I want to carve my eyeballs out of my head so I won't keep seeing her face. Everything reminds me of her. It's really weird...

I have not slept. In 48 hours.I am going to jump out a window.I have tried decongestant pills, nasal strips, saline nose drops, vapo-baths, steam, EVERYTHING. I am SO CONGESTED and can't breathe...

Blargh. Not a ton to say atm but I figured I might as well update.1. First of all I just have to say that my nose is super stuffy right now. I took two Sudafeds and have been blowing my nose like a...

Blargh. Not a ton to say atm but I figured I might as well update.1. First of all I just have to say that my nose is super stuffy right now. I took two Sudafeds and have been blowing my nose like a...

Well I've been able to analyze as rationally as is possible for me, and I realized I have two major problems in my my life right nwo. They are the two toughest things to have happened to me up until...

I just wanted to start off by saying your journal comments on my last entry made me tear up. I have never felt so cared about, everyone gave such good advice and I felt so supported. I am used to...

Today I went to therapy and all hell broke loose. My mother's insurance switched because her work changed everybody's provider, and they don't take my current therapist. I freaked out, I am not...

So I have a busy next few days. Tomorrow: mini-golfing/bumper boating. We were gonna go Thursday but switched it because one of my friends has to work. So I have to wake up fairly early for...

Well I found out why I have been consuming the whole earth...I hadn't gotten a refill on one of my meds, and one of the side effects is decreased appetite. So to go cold turkey on it was wreaking...