Purge free no more.
Spent all last night into tonight binging and purging. BIG binges. Really shows what I’ve down to my body. I cannot afford to eat as little as I’ve been eating, I’ve had this coming to me for a month.
Does that mean I’m giving up? Hell no. Back on the bandwagon tomorrow. No restricting. No dieting. Eating WHATEVER I want in moderate portions. Want a grilled cheese? having some. Wanting broccoli? having some. Wanting a cookie? Having one. I haven’t had donuts or pizza or any of the stuff I’ve had today in months. Not real surprised this binge happened, it was a matter of time.
I’m positive and okay, I’m gonna be happy and healthy for Berklee and the rest of the summer. It sucks, but moving on!
Does that mean I’m giving up? Hell no. Back on the bandwagon tomorrow. No restricting. No dieting. Eating WHATEVER I want in moderate portions. Want a grilled cheese? having some. Wanting broccoli? having some. Wanting a cookie? Having one. I haven’t had donuts or pizza or any of the stuff I’ve had today in months. Not real surprised this binge happened, it was a matter of time.
I’m positive and okay, I’m gonna be happy and healthy for Berklee and the rest of the summer. It sucks, but moving on!
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we all slip up once in awhile it\'s what makes us human, just as long as realize it and learn from it, which you have.
I completely agree with her, and it\'s great how optimistic you\'re being about it, not letting it hold you back :) enjoy the rest of your summer! I\'m around if you ever want someone to talk to
I slip too. Dont we all? But I really like the way you are handling this. You have definitely turned a corner and I am very proud of you. Maybe getting into Berklee was jus5t what the doctor ordered!