I am so codependent/love addict & I can see it just as plain as day... Becoming very good friends with the other guy....it is nice though because he is much, much younger than me so I have the flattery aspect that he thinks i'm "hot" but he is only in town for another couple of months & I DO NOT want any attachment.The distaction is so welcome right now. I haven't texted or emailed the stbx since last Thursday & the longer I dont, the more I feel anger towards him that I thought was gone. It's a thin line between love & hate...not sure which side of the line I'm on anymore. Went for screening this morning with Mental Health to see which path I should be on for counselling. I'm scared to death of it but I know I need to get everything out & work through it. I just keep telling myself...in a year from now, I'll look back on all this with a healthier attitude. I'm still choosing to be happy now though. Fake it til' you make it....