I am feeling so down again tonight.yesterday I litterally felt like I was going crazy. I had a wierd burning sensation through the top of my head & fluttery feeling in my stomach. I was on the verge of tears at any given moment. I went to the hospital after work because the physical symptoms were scaring me. They decided to do a psychiatric evaluation.... Turns out I'm not crazy.... They did however refer me to Mental Health counselling which is a good thing because I tried to set up counselling with my insurance but I have to pay up front for the sessions & I cant do that....I felt like whenever I tried to seek help, the door would close in my face.... I feel so lonely..... I am turning more & more to God these days...something I haven't done for a long time. I know I need Him in my life...I feel so desperate. I love him so much & I want my marriage to work...I dont want a divorce. I know I need to work on myself before anything can happen. My self-worth is at an all time low...