I feel like I'm dying inside all the time. We texted & Emailed today & basically, in a nut shell, he said that he doesn't want to fight for us.....I cant fight by myself. He says that "a leopard doesn't change his spots"...& said that we both will only continue to hurt eachother. I think he just doesn't want to be bothered to change anything about himself.....because he knows I am trying to change the things I have done wrong... How do you let go. Whenever I think about it I get a wild, panicked feeling & I want to text him. I have very little self control when it comes to that. It's like I'm fighting an addiction to drugs & just texting him is a "fix". How do I stop doing this & let go & get on with my life? I'm losing my best friend & it's killing me......
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it\'s very hard to let go of something that we don\'t want to let go of....i understand that and can relate to your pain.....
i had to pray and invite forgiveness in and work on myself....i can\'t change other people or control their emotions...but i can work on myself.....
i\'m sorry you are feeling so much pain.....i pray that God will lighten your load and guide you and direct you.....and bring comfort to your heart.....