It\'s snowing outside.

Things are getting better with the mood. Although, my doctor thinks that I should go forward with the ECT or Electro Shock Therapy. I think that it is an irrational thin to do and I think think...like my parents that it should be only used as a final and last resort. I had a meeting with Dr. Power today and things went better but I think that if I stay on lthese drugs then good things will happento me. Other than that I had another doctor's appointment today. I have been bleeding out of my tail bone and I found out today that I need to have surgery on it. So next week sometime I am going to have surgery and they are going to put me out on general Anastasia. I am somewhat scared but kinda excited as this is my first surgery even though its a small and easy one. Still feeling kind of lonely I know that on Friday I am going to go have coffee with John and I know that Ellie keeps texting me so she wants to do something and with this break in the yoga spectrum I have some time to get some work done for myself. I might read my book. I guess that it is a good thin that I am having my surgery now that I am not in the school because it might take some time to recover from it.  My mom is doing much better she is not such a bitch and I am getting along with her well. So that is something going for me too. What else is there to say? I don't know. lol. I want my money from my mom and dad... that would really help. But, I will get it soon.  Well talk to you soon!