I am feeling better today but I am getting really anxious about my school work. My teachers are very supportive of my however they will not meet with me, mainly because it is the summer and people are not in their offices, but sill I believe that I should be able to meet with my instructors. Am I being illegitimate in my expectations of them? I just don't want to fail the classes that I worked hard in. I wold rather just take incomplete. I am so tired today and  I have a family therapy appointment at 11 am with my mom and I don't know how that is going to go... well see. she gets very defensive when she is angry about something. I don't want to cross her path then. You know. I am so tired today. I got plenty of sleep last nit and I think that I am still just in this state of depression. It really sucks, I am so weak and tired. Evern writing in my journal is becomming more and more of a hassle for me.  I go to a bipolar support group tonight, it should be interesting. My dad is coming with me because she is going through the same shit I am. I am kinda looking forward to it and kinda not, it is mainly made up of grownups and I am still an adolescent in most eyes. I am tired so I better go. I will most likely write again tonight.