the rollercoaster continues

Not feeling so good today.  Can't pinpoint what's wrong, something is just not right.  Pain is notable, eyes kinda blurry.  Checked BP yesterday , was high.  Took my meds to hoping that will level out soon.
Had a decent day yesterday, worked a full day and had enough left over to make dinner.  Yeah!  Big deal since I've been going through a really rough patch.
Was in bed 6 straight days last week.  Missed out on the revelry of 2 national holidays (again) and also missed 2 days at work.  God knows I am this close to quitting my job.  Have talked to my boss about swithing positions so I can work part-time.. she's trying to work with me because she doesnt want to have to replace me..but I really dont know how long I can keep going.
Read somewhere that the only side effect of naturopathic remedies is that they cause temporary worsening of symptoms.  Wish my doc had explained that to me.  Wish I knew how long 'temporary' may be.
I'm tired .. bone deep to the bottom of my soul exhausted...

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Serce
Serce

with the conditions that impact us.......naturopathic remedies can be good, but they can also muck us up just like prescribed meds can. we tend to be hypersensitive to anything that gets into our bodies.............they may not be a good fit for your unique chemistry. i hope that you either adjust soon or that you\'ll let the med get out of your system if you continue to have negative side effects.

not trying to boss you on these things.........i can take a natural aid to help me sleep.......for example. i weaned off another med that gave me nightmares and other side effects that were so awful! but another good friend here tried this same otc natural sleep aid and it made her so sick. we\'re all so very different....................

i\'ll pray for the decision you\'re weighing over in regards to your job vs. part time........it\'s not an easy decision to make esp when you feel so lousy..........hon, i hope you can rest up this week-end..........happy you were able to make dinner.........a lot of times we end up neglected on the nutrition end of things cause we feel so crummy.........

hope you can find a gentle breeze and put your feet up.........rest and take it easy................xoxoxo
MaxPB
MaxPB

really appreciate your comments Serce. Bless you.
MaxPB
MaxPB

Jeez the decisions are so hard. How are we to fiture out thebest course of action with our brainhalf fried?