FallenAngel

It's 5 am and I've been up since 3:30 a.m.  Just can't seem to sleep tonight.  I made it through my first day back to work and only broke down crying once.  Unfortunately, I'm not that busy and...

OK.  I made it through six hours at work today and only broke down crying once.  I'm so proud of myself for making it that long.  I'm also very grateful today for the time Gene and I had...

How in the world am I supposed to go on.  I'm supposed to go back to work tomorrow and I can't even make it through the next five minutes.  I've never experienced such a deep and overwhelming ache...

I'm so angry.  Why was Gene taken from me so young and so suddenly.  He was my world and now he's gone.  Just getting up in the morning is a struggle for me right now.  I'm supposed to go back to...

It's raining here this morning and kind of gloomy.  In some ways, it's comforting.  I miss Gene so much.  Each day I wake up and the reality of his loss hits me so hard I can barely take the...

I am feeling so lost.  My husband died March 27, 2009, from a massive heart attack.  He was the love of my life and I miss him all the way down to my soul.  I've been crying all the time and have...

It's been a trying day.  I had the day off from work for Veteran's Day and have been trying to force my self to do SOMETHING other than lying around feeling anxious and depressed.  I managed to get...

Wow, I can't believe it has been so long since I've written in my journal.  I try to get on and check up on everyone, but it's been a busy couple of weeks.  My mom is on her own again, and this...

Hi everyone!  I was just looking at all your entries and your stories are all so inspiring, and I'm proud of each of you that have taken the steps to improve your lives and yourselves. I've been...

Still here, still crazy, still smoking.  What can I say!  I've been suffering from depression for the last couple of months, set in when I quit and couldn't stop crying.  My dr put me on prozac,...

Greetings to all my friends!  Sorry I've been away so long.  Seems everytime I sit down to write, something comes up.  Well, it's 4 am and I'm awake, so now is my chance.  The job is going...

Good afternoon, all.  What a wonderful weekend.  The hubby and I went up to our favorite little hotel in Harper's Ferry, WV, on Friday night and just got back home.  It is so beautiful up there...

Hello to all my friends!  It was so much easier to keep up with everyone when I had a job that was so boring I could get on here everyday.  Well, I'm doing fine.  I am very busy at work, and the...

You know, I liked this site alot better when I first started on it in January.  It's gotten so "BIG", and doesn't seem as user friendly as it was.  OK, that's my gripe for today.  My new job is...

Hello everyone!  Wow.  So much new since I've been gone.  Thank you all for thinking of me.  I haven't read my messages yet, but I'll get to that later.  It's been a whirlwind of a month.  I...