Going on
How in the world am I supposed to go on. I'm supposed to go back to work tomorrow and I can't even make it through the next five minutes. I've never experienced such a deep and overwhelming ache in me. I'm hoping this journal will help me make the journey out of this darkness I'm in. Maybe I shouldn't try to go back to work yet. It may be too soon. Who am I kidding, I've still got bills to pay and since I'm not independently wealthy, I really HAVE to go back tomorrow. I'm out of leave time already and will have to take a couple days of the last two weeks without pay. My innermost feelings tell me I will get through this, but when the pain starts....I'm lost in my grief.
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Oh Oh Oh, my heart goes out to you FallenAngel. I am praying for you. And hope you look up the 2 ladies in the bereavement group. There are a lot of lovely people in the group who are right where you are and can be support for you. I\'ve learned in AA that we can do anything \"One day at a time\" .... Love and Blessings, Sandy
I am sorry to hear that you need to go back to work. Personally I would recomend that you stay home for a while cause there is no way you can focus and function.