Missmom75
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- This is where I am now. I have zero interest in exerting any effort in the prospect of a relationship. I don't even want to express interest, much less show it. or feel it. I feel complete disgust for M, so much so that when I see his vehicle around...
- He texted me today. I told you all that I msgd him last week, trivial as it was, I beat myself up for it. I shouldn'thave done it and I completely regret it.Today i get a text from him telling me about how it bothers him knowing that I'm with or...
- I txtd my ex. I'm so freaken stupid, I wanna punch myself in the face. It was actually legit in that I was trying to hunt down a place we had been to and couldn't remember the name, but it was totally an excuse to make contact. feeling rejected by...
- I don't know what it is today...but I feel my power slipping away from me.I've come very close to texting my ex, and even thsi other guy I almost got involved with,, many times today. i have no reason to contact either one of them except to scratch...
- I worry about those ladies who haven't checked in in a while. Particularly those who were progressing and who suddenly disappeared. I know I'm not the only one thinking that they have gone back to their narcs. That scares me. If any of the absenttes...
- Everything out of a man's mouth is pure horse shit. I will never trust another man again. I actually put myself out there, force myself to believe that they are not all full of manure and what happens? CRAP.I swear I did not see this coming. I feel...
- Hi. I'm a single mom to a 4 year old boy. His dad is hardly around. I'm trying everything within my power to get him involved in various activities and sports mainly to build up his confidence. He goes to a home based daycare so he's not used to...
- Could I really be almost completely free of my obession with M?I won't lie, I do still think about him but it's been a while since I've had an urge to connect with him. The yearnings to see his name on my phone come but they go really quickly. I...
- I feel different. Calmer. I find that when i think about him now, I feel relief that we're no longer together. The reality of hwo things actually were between us has finally sunk in. I'm not missing the fantasy. The excitement is enticing but it's...
- I was just thinking about the time M told me to forget about ever getting flowers from him. He doesn't 'do that', is what he said, never has..never will. And he topped that off by proudly announcing that he has never even stepped into a flower...
- So that guy I mentionned...Weve only chatted a few times on that site. Like I said, I felt a connection. It's only been a few days but I don't know...I was hopeful. Until now. Maybe I'm being overly cautious but I senthim a msg last night, just...
- I find myself enjoying a lazy grey thunderous day with my son. I'm completely relaxed and not obsessing over my phone, not wondering why he hasn't called, not hoping he will, not white-knuckling through every waking moment of my day. And I'm...
- I met this guy about a month ago. Actually, I've known him for years but we never really connected. He's a regular at a local cafe/bar here in my town. That night a month ago, he was extremely attentive towards me. I normally wouldn't give him a...
- Am I crazy? I haven't heard from him in almost 2 weeks. Haven't responded to any of his texts in almost 2 months and haven't seen him in about 2 months. Why do I feel this ridiculous connection to him..it's like some sort of pull. I hate it. I don't...
- Here I go again. It's friday, last summer weekend of the year, I've had a very rough 2 weeks of nonstop work. My son is at my mom's so I'm free to do as I please. Except I have no plans. My gf's are all too exhausted to funsction, I'm the only one...