Women who Love too Much Community Group
WHEN BEING IN LOVE, MEANS BEING IN PAIN... This group is to help women through the journey of realizing they can love themselves. To help realize that they are capable of having a happy, healthy, whole relationship and break the cycle of abuse and heartache from loving emotionally unavailable men.
I worry about those ladies who haven't checked in in a while. Particularly those who were progressing and who suddenly disappeared. I know I'm not the only one thinking that they have gone back to their narcs. That scares me.
If any of the absenttes are reading this, please know that you are never judged. I could imagine feeling embaressed to post after a relapse. You NEED to keep reading and keep posting.
We are here for you ♥
If any of the absenttes are reading this, please know that you are never judged. I could imagine feeling embaressed to post after a relapse. You NEED to keep reading and keep posting.
We are here for you ♥
How are you missmom. Did the knuclehead ever text you back?
Hope you are good.
No he has not. A mutual friend of ours is telling me that he's a chickenshit. He says he's really interested in me but isn't sure where he's ready to go with it. says he knows I'm not interested in anything casual and since he's unsure of whether or not he's ready for teh real thing, he doesn't want to lead me on.
Fair enough. But here's an idea: tell me that ya dingbat, instead of having your messenger do it.
men are dumb
I will post an update. Thanks for the concern!
Its been a long road to get here...and still he likes to play with my heart. We got into an argument yesterday and he told me to lose his number when he moves out and he kept hanging up on me. That infuriates me to be hung up on. He told me he was done dealing with me from here on out. The last text he sent me said he would rather be broke and happy than to deal with me. His words cut like a knife. I cannot even begin to express my feelings really. Its like I want his approval and love so bad that we go through the same cycle over and over.
We get into an arguement, he says horrible mean things, hangs up on me, I call back....etc.
He ended up sending me two long texts last night saying he is sorry for the way he talked to me but its because he doesnt know how to deal with his emotions over me. He says he has never has been in love with someone and I get him so angry and then he blows up. I told him you dont talk to someone like that.
Its inexcusable. He was intoxicated by this time, texting me all kinds of Im sorry feelings and then calling me.
I am exhausted. I love this man but dont feel I can ever trust him. Ive put my heart out there time and time again for him.
He moves out tomorrow to another apartment complex down the road. I am hoping him moving out brings me some sort of relief. I hate how I am drawn to him...its a sick game. He is like a magnet that keeps pulling me to him and I cant get away.
i get really disappointed in myself for even allowing him to talk to me. Its like I know I should be giving him a piece of my mind and putting him in my place---but whenever I do that he just gets really angry.
Anyway, I see that Ive rambled on here. Just wanted you to know Im still here. Still plugging along.
My goal was to cut contact when he moves out tomorrow and I pray I am strong enough to do that. But with this person its so hard. The only thing that gets me through is when I get angry at him....and then things seem so much easier as far as letting him go and standing my ground.