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- Damnit. I freaken hate that. And in the dream I remember thinking how WOW is this a dream??!He said exactly the things he would say too.ugh.
- I saw my therapist yesterday. She made me purge and what happened is that she tapped into some childhood stuff and although im not entirely sure how it all connects to the patterns Ive developed as an adult - I really broke down. She asked me to be...
- Thanks Izz, for pointing this out in another thread.I'm pretty conscious of the fact that this is really just conditioned thinking. I've normally been capable of beating it through CBT or whatever but man oh man, this one's a killer!I had a...
- This is what gets to me.My ex and I were only together for 3 months. But during those 3 months, everything fit. We're exactly the same age, have the same interests, listen to the same music, hung out at the same bars when we were younger, have the...
- I feel like I’m losing my mind sometimes. There is no risk that I’ll contact him, I don’t have any urges that I can’t handle. More and more I can’t even imagine a future with him. But the thoughts are incessant, the memories, the what ifs,...
- It was supposed to happen this way - exactly and chronologically this way. I was supposed to fall in love very deeply right when I thought I was ready, I was supposed to be adored, I was supposed to feel part of a family, a unit. And it was supposed...
- My sister just told me that she emailed him the day after we last saw each other in that stupid parking lot. Where his last words were how he'd think about my proposal to try again. I don't know why she did it, I'm pretty pissed at her right now but...
- Yup, you read right.There was some heavy petting and hours and hours of making out and dry humping (you can laugh now), some oral sex (not much). BUt he NEVER took off his boxers. He hardly ever slept over. I questioned it a few times and he said he...
- I just had a discussion with a friend about my ex. Her take on it is very different from everyone else I’ve confided in. I’m confused.She’s questioning why I reacted the way I did, why I need for our relationship to be validated with constant...
- It's about me.I'm 39, a mom and single.I want to be in a happy normal relationship. Home Depot, Sunday Barbecues, Garage sales, Mortgage payments, Soccer practice, 6 minute morning sex, Drunken dinner parties with people we both hate, Quiet morning...
- Ok. So….This is what is plagueing my mind right now.What if…I would not have ended it?What if I would have just bit the bullet and continued to ride his wave of ‘disconnect’ ?What if I would have ignored his lack of emotion?He said he...
- Please stop me from making a total fool of myself. From handing him any more power. I want to talk to him so badly
- I hate having these. I hate trying to rationalize why he hasn't called, why it's come to this...what he could be thinking. I want to forget , I just want to forget. The constant battle in my head over the past few weeks is taking everything out of...
- Remember me?yeah I got over that A-hole I was last in here about. I was single and HAPPY for about a year and a half. I swear I don't know whay I go looking for trouble. I was F.I.N.E fine. Ecstatic even.I got back on the dating site in early...
- I was thinking of you all this week. I haven't been on in months so I guess I'm doing well. Proof that NO CONTACT is the only way...I have not heard from or even thought to contact my ex. The last time we communicated was back in October when he...