Gave In
Couldn't take it anymore after yesterday and I ended up self harming.It wasn't bad. Usually I do it on my leg but instead I just made loads of scratches on my wrist. I think I was teasing myself or something.I've got a couple of surface cuts on my arm but nothing like I have done before. Don't know, felt like I needed a 'practise run' because I've never cut my arm before.Wasn't enough though in the end and I tried to just do a deeper one on my thigh but I had to stop because my brother noticed I was in the bathroom a long time. (They didn't find out though) He just thought I was upset I think.Woken up this morning and I'm back to feeling in a 'heightened mood' again. Although my wrist is quite sore. ....Tra la la!....x-Bliss-x
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