Here\'s That Feeling Again...
Come night time it's at it's worst...love to know why that is. Whatever mood swing I'm experiencing it's always worse by eve/night. Feeling destructive again but at the same time feel like I'm going stir crazy. Everyone has gone to bed and I'm just O_O Fingers seem to be moving WAY too fast for my brain to process what I'm typing. My wrist is sore and it's reminding me of what I did...tempting me to do it again. When will this go away? If it is a mixed episode I've read they usually last about a week? Am I right? It's a week today, can I expect things to calm down soon? I feel so out of control.
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I\'m so sorry you cut, babe. I really don\'t know what to tell you except that I think you might not be on the right meds. You are in my prayers and I hope you can calm down and find some peace.
sweetie i know its tempting to give in to old vices...but keep them as that...old vices...do not give in to their temptations...