AHHHHHHHH
I'm feeling a bit crazy at the moment. Hyper, agitated, laughing at everything, feel like I'm going completely insane... BUT at the same time I feel like shit. I mean like REALLY crap! Which just sounds rediculous because I'm giggling at everything and I'm sitting here thinking I want to self harm, my life is hopeless and feel soo bad on the inside. IT MAKES NO SENSE!!! AHHHHHHHH!!! It's a horrible feeling, I feel like I could actually do ANYTHING and not care! Luckily I don't live alone though and trying to entertain my hyper side by having about 5 different internet windows open and doing lots of different things at once....with the tv on...O_O SeNsOrY OvErLoAd!!! O_O
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Have you been taking your meds. Almost sounds like a manic episode. I\'m just glad you have people around you. Let them know what\'s going on inside you.
I was taken off all my Bipolar meds when I went in treatment for anorexia. They said they couldn\'t see any symptoms of Bipolar so they wouldn\'t treat me for it. (WELL DUH!!! I was ON medication!!)
Woooo I\'m soooo not going to sleep tonight.
Those doctors sound like morons. Maybe time to see somebody else.