I miss Blossom so much. She was put down yesterday, my beautiful ridgeback doggie. She was so full of love and so very sensitive and comforting. I loved her and always will. Hope you are having so much fun with your mum up there in heaven, I know Jesus will give you lots of pats and hugs!!! and maybe even let you sit on his lap like you so badly wanted from us only you were too big! - I haven't turned to depend on food in this time and I'm so glad of this. It's showing me that the same-E herbal anti depressants are working and that I am no longer held by an eating disorder of bingeing. I'm glad that now I can finally reach my health and fitness goals and not feel sick and depressed so much of the time!.  PRAISE GOD!. Food; b- porriage and jam and macadamia nut barL- nut bar, honey chicken, 1 decaf cofeeA- x2 cofee's, 1 milky way and a meal shake supplementD- Salad ( I went a bit over with my drinks and little choc / nut bars but nothing I feel guilty about =) which is wonderful! Because I am not a perfectionist and it's OKAY to have this sort of thing every now and then) AND still keep to my PLAN. IT's just part of it ;)