Old habits

I want my old binge eating habit to die in the butt!!!!!!!!!!!!  I definately do think that this horrible habit is coming to an end. I am feeling just how much I let it control me, or give in to it I should say. I'm feeling more in control, able to see how I would like things to be more and more. And this feeling is increasingly stronger - yet still I have CHOICE every step of the way. Will I put that one chocolate biscuit in my mouth, after-all they are right infront of me... no one else is taking them.... or everyone else is taking them. When I begin though I feel I can't stop. I need to look inside myself and KNOW... that the way I work is that I can't begin because I can barely stop. I will look inside myself and treat myself respectfully - letting the idea of getting better become more real. I am happy at uni and I am happy in my relationship, let alone the fact I've got more friends about. I also don't want to have worse health - so many people have been there done that and have success stories. There is no way I have to live like that. Thanks God for reminding me that there's much more important things! I've eaten well so far today... It's been: My tonic for breakkie, mandarin for snack, rice and chicken and veg for lunch, a cappaccino for snack