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- I will try to keep this short for today. A few people have been asking about how the search for therapy is going and I have some news about that. The other day my mom went to a party one of her friends daughter hosted it. It turns out the girl...
- A bit of a weird title but I will explain that in a second. I know I'm making another post in practically the same day but I want to know if anyone else expiriences the same thing.These past few days have been hard all this morning I felt so bad....
- Not much is new but wanted to vent about yesterday. Lately I feel like I am caught in the bad part of a mental health cycle so I am just trying to wait it out. Yesterday was not one of my best days. It started off okay I baked a pumpkin roll it was...
- Well yesterday i did something that is kinda small but also good. So I have a very old and gross mattress. Like it is tinted a dull yellow color from how old it is. Has pokey metal bits coming out of it. I had to bend metal wires back into the...
- Just the usual I guess. Cousins came over today I wasn't really ready. Then found out my grandpa who lives in another state is coming up tomorrow and then my other cousin came over unexpectedly (at least to me).Since grandpa is coming up I decided...
- Finally sat down and sent my mom a message explaining my plan. About getting better at baking and selling my desserts. I explained to her why I wanted to get help with money and that I have a plan to get off of it once I don't need help anymore. It...
- Lately it feels like my anxiety is just going into a whole new stage or something. Not even anxiety just mental health in general. I have been incredibly stressed and high strung. Mostly because my living situation but other things as well. I am so...
- Today has been all around bad. But tonight is probably gonna be worse. I already had a horrible night yesterday I barely slept. My anxiety has been getting to me a lot lately. I am so stressed and I have no good idea why. Like yeah things have been...
- In a matter of minutes today has went down so quickly. I woke up from a nap feeling even worse than before. I thought it would help but really didn't. Kept trying to get ahold of my sister to figure out if she was here but couldn't reach her. I was...
- Today did not start out good (the usual as of late) I woke up angry and couldn't really figure out why. Anger quickly turned to anxiety when my stomach problems started acting up. I believe that was because what I are for breakfast.Felt like I was...
- Today I realized that good days take work. Having a day where mental illness doesn't take over requires you to really push yourself.Last night I worked on trying to stop myself from being so mean to myself and silence the scary anxious thoughts...
- Well I haven't had much of this lately as all the health related stuff that's been going on with me is just the usual. So I've been able to keep myself relatively calm about it. But tonight I am convinced I am going to get meningitis and die.I don't...
- Well today didn't go very well. Started off bad right from when I woke up. The past couple of days ive been making small lists with 3 or 4 things on it that i want to do for the day. The first thing on my list was make breakfast and I couldn't even...
- Geez today has taken a turn for the worst. Just making this post because I know I am gonna need some kind of support tonight. Just a little bit ago someone wrecked right beside my house AGAIN. This has happened like 4 times this year and multiple...
- I don't even want to vent much right now but I feel like I need to. Just want to know I don't have to keep it all to myself and that someone might listen. Lately I've been feeling weird. I don't even know how to describe it. I think I'm just trying...