arfie
Status: knowledge is all past tense. i can't **know** a thing until it has already happened. stay in the present tense. stay ignorant.
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The progress in the conversion of the long neglected antique dairy barn has felt like my saving grace during this confusing week of father/child bond repair. The new doors and windows have increased...
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This morning finds me feeling lost in the quantity once more. No advice please. I already have too much to sort. As the 5th of 11 siblings raised in more small towns than I can count, I should be...
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GD (2) started to get fussy at the park playground yesterday. My Grandsense worried that it was signs of a cold or some such. 'Tis the season for colds and flu. As the fussing got fussier without any...
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Among the more active bubbles in my psycho pot is "Music Therapy." New name needed. As I understand it, "Music Therapy" currently means youtube links. I like youtube, also, but I learned "music...
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I'm feeling my superstitions this morning. The time with the grandkids and their Daddy seems to be going well. Seems. So far. Will talking about the good times blow the patches off the dam? Invite...
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Change always carries unpredictable elements. If I trust in the current transition of the inherited investment property becoming a family home and/or business, am I giving up my River Dreams and...
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To my hyper-active senses, not knowing is a kajillion times harder than processing with bad news. Bad news is defined. I know what I have to work with. Not knowing means anything is possible and ? ?...
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Hubs is back from his tech boot camp, looking like a man in need of processing time. To my strictly personal senses, those tech boot camps are way more brutal than the Army boot camp I went through...
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Backing off on the plans to pick up the GKs triggered a round of Ex Talk from YS yesterday. As so often happens, I couldnae discern if my son was speaking for himself or if he was speaking from the...
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Prairie Winds are far more common than prairie fogs. The old house in which I am currently doing my morning meditations across the cattle grazing the gently rolling hills was built long before the...
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One of the recurring stars of my nightmares is, "The They Beast." This grotesque nightmare image is a single head with many bodies and endless fashion/uniform statements. I've tried to draw this...
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The biggest sky on Earth is open water. You need to leave the curves of Earth to find a bigger sky than a quiet ocean. Prairies and deserts are fighting for second place in the Earthly Big Sky...
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Waiting is one of my trippiest triggers. Perhaps the baddest of the bad girls. Whatever it be that I be waiting for, my anticipation creates havoc in every chamber of my psychic maze. What if. . ....
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I started this morning with the psycho nag flag of waking up too early and unable to get back to sleep. Deep, calming breaths. I got up and started my morning rituals. The therapy journal portion of...
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Again I wish for on-line protocols which will allow group members who have triggered one another to engage in mutually beneficial therapy work of separating the trauma from the trigger. In live...
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