arfie
Status: knowledge is all past tense. i can't **know** a thing until it has already happened. stay in the present tense. stay ignorant.
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A recurring fantasy I have had throughout most of my broken life is of a business which offers work/hope to people with damaged work/life records. With the language evolutions which have transpired...
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I'm psychotically far from certain, but I believe the term, "Non-Traditional Relationships" was all the Cat's Meow in the 60's and 70's. The phrase is attached to traumatic memories of child...
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It doesn't take much stress to get me cussing hard enough to send bars full of Marines running for the safety of their preachers. My curses tend to be even meaner when I succeed in keeping all taboo...
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Eviction day is next week for YS and his family. His children have been in protective custody since October, so the event shouldn't be too traumatic for them. I think. . . I hope. . . I pray. . .He...
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Way back in the last millenium when my MD/BP dx was undisputed, "Self-sabotage" was a recurring therapy theme in both my pro therapy sessions and peer support circles. As I continue teetering on the...
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The episode seems to have stabilized with the caulking of the extraction room windows. I am still tempted to continue calling the unexplained source episodes, "Mania," but only tempted. Still feel...
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I doesn't know, but more and more I believe that it was the transition from the BP dx to the PTSD dx which triggered my amnesiac spots within my early therapy, turning it into a big, sloppy bowl of...
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Back in the bad ol' days when I was still welcome in Bipolar support groups, I would have declared myself in "Manic Episode" on a morning like this morning. I would have been rattling all those peer...
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Perhaps the only meaner client than technophobes on the Tech Support Help is the tech burn-out. I'm a multiple burn-out Techie. I don't much mind when the Appy Kids AssUme I am a geriatric...
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I hate phones. Between my hearing weirds and speech defect, I rely on visual cues to understand people far more than I trust words. Phones are nothing BUT words and so much a part of 21st century...
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A classic phase in the sport of Domestic Tit-for-Tat is where each participant accuses the other of having a jolly good time making the other one miserable. I am eternally grateful that Hubs and I...
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"Trust" is a BIG subject, even without the debatable legal and dogmatic add-ons. Add in a psychotic childhood and. . . Keep your fucking T-word out of my face, asshole!!! I trust you to be a moronic...
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Is there such a thing as a strength which doesn't have its counter-productive uses? The very quality which makes what my road friends refer to as my "5 Generation Band of Wild Texans" the rock of...
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It is still too early in to Hubs's new work routine for me to have too awful many clues what to expect from it. My clearest expectations are a repeat of his year of contract work back in the 90's....
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My brain still scatters mightily when I contemplate the mess which is still bubbling at the Urban Homestead. Hubs is still holding on to every scrap of it like an executive in denial of what goes in...
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