lostgirl84
Status: Feeling better today..it's going to be ok
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- It has been 2 months and 7 days of No contact. I was finally starting to feel like me again. It has been a long hard two months filled with bouts of crying and sleepless nights blaming myself. I prayed for closure and an apology night after night...
- It has been 2 months and 7 days of No contact. I was finally starting to feel like me again. It has been a long hard two months filled with bouts of crying and sleepless nights blaming myself. I prayed for closure and an apology night after night...
- It still hurts so badly. I'm just over it. I want to feel better. I want to stop obsessing and agonizing over him, over what I wish I had done differently, over what the hell happened. I want to to wake up tomorrow and not miss his face, not wish...
- It's been almost 2 months since we've spoken or texted. Some days I still blame myself, some days I am angry at him, some days I cry, and some days I am ok...but Lately, I've just been feeling worse and worse. I went to a wedding out of town bc I...
- The pain just seems to be getting worse. I keep thinking I'll wake up and know in my heart that I'm better off, that he was abusive at times, that he mistreated me, BUT IT NEVER happens. Everyday, I wake up and wonder what I could have done...
- Its Over and and I cant move on because Im still blaming myself. We were both drinking the night I was physically hurt so of course I blame myself. He had started throwing wild jealous accusations at me after months of peace. This is of course my...
- I always blame myself. Its why I can never leave. We were both drinking last Friday so of course I blame myself. He had started throwing wild jealous accusations at me after months of peace. This is of course my fault also, because I stopped...
- I had been doing so so well. I was starting to feel like me again, but tonight was a major set back.He apologized to me on Saturday, saying he was sorry for all the nasty things he's said to me, that he only said them because he was trying to heal....
- Yesterday out of the blue, I received an apology. He said, "I'm really sorry for all the nasty things I've said to you. I never meant anything. I really wish I could take it back. I'm really not that kind of person. I was and still am just trying to...
- Yesterday out of the blue, I received an apology. He said,"I'm really sorry for all the nasty things I've said to you. I never meant anything. I really wish I could take it back. I'm really not that kind of person. I was and still am just trying to...
- I feel like a fool. I broke no contact yesterday after 26 days. He had written me a nasty response to my closure email 11 days ago and I haven't slept since. Last night, I just couldn't take it anymore. I texted him a picture of our mutual pet. ( I...
- I am hurting so badly tonight. When will this pain subside? Its been 31 days since we broke up, 24 days since I sent him a closure letter and began NO CONTACT, and 8 days since he sent me his vicious, hateful response. I KNOW I cant contact him,...
- I am hurting so badly tonight. When will this pain subside? I want SO BADLY to call him. Its been 31 days since we broke up, 24 days since I sent him a closure letter and last contacted him, and 8 days since he sent me his vicious, hateful...
- I need strength tonight. I want to text him so badly but I don't even know why. I haven't replied to any of his hateful text messages but they still bother me so much. He said, " Fuck you. Here's your closure as your fucking other people the whole...
- Why is it that I still feel like I need to defend myself or convince him about something that has no basis in reality?I haven't replied to any of his hateful text messages but they still bother me so much. He said, " Fuck you. Here's your closure as...