lostgirl84
Status: Feeling better today..it's going to be ok
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- He cut me off abruptly after I found out he was dating someone else and also he threatened to kill me. I sent him an email a week later saying I wished him the best and I hoped we both learned to love others better after the mistakes we made with...
- He cut me off abruptly after I found out he was dating someone else and also he threatened to kill me. I sent him an email a week later saying I wished him the best and I hoped we both learned to love others better after the mistakes we made with...
- How is it that I can be replaced almost instantaneously after 4 years? Does he feel nothing? Does he not even care or miss me? I can't even look at other men. In fact the thought of being with someone `else makes me sick, but he is already shacking...
- The fog is clearing but is is still so hard. He could be so GOOD to me when things were good and SO SO bad when they weren't. When he was sweet, he was SO sweet. Loving attentive; I was HIS girl. But my leaving my marriage for him never allowed...
- Where to begin?... We were together for 4 years. I left a marriage for him. It was difficult. Beyond difficult. I didnt know how to deal with things and there were many times he couldnt come to family functions in the beginning, nights he spent...
- He said we were taking a break. He swore he wasn't talking to any girls, not interested in relationships, and truly just wanted to "work on himself". But after nights and nights of me watching him on messenger all night with only sporadic and few...
- Where to begin?...We were together for 4 years. I left a marriage for him. It was difficult. Beyond difficult. I didnt know how to deal with things and there were many times he couldnt come to family functions in the beginning, nights he spent alone...
- I broke it off with him almost a month ago because he threatened to kill me.As I've mentioned before on this board, the first two weeks were ok because I was still angry. I wish to god, I could hold on to that anger because now it has subsided and...
- Today is a hard day. I broke no contact again last night and feel myself back in a total state of confusion. I feel sad because yet again, I am feeling his words are correct and maybe it was my fault. The first two weeks of no contact were easy. I...
- This weekend was hard. Seeing all the flowers on social media was just a huge reminder, of what I never actually had but thought I might one day have. TWO WEEKS of NO CONTACT and He shows up at my door with a HUGE bouquet of two dozen pink and red...
- I am not sure if my boyfriend has BPD or not so I am new to this group to try and gain some perspective.We have been together for four years now and have a so many ups and downs. I left my ex husband for him and completely rearranged my entire life...
- It's been almost two years since I have posted here. I suppose I resounded to the fact that I had chosen a life with him and I would do all I could to make it work, bend and mold my life, avoid my family so I wouldn't have to lie about seeing him...
- Hi All....It's been months since I have been on here. I've left him several times and always gone back, though I am seeing a wonderful therapist and have been feeling much stronger. For the past several months the verbal abuse has not been as bad...
- I am truly in agony tonight. I went to his house because he wanted to talk. Of course we went round and round and round. "He screams at me because I push his buttons. He didn't start screaming at me until I insulted him. He never says anything mean...
- Alas....I am going to talk to him today...God I am weak. I don't want him back, I just want to try and explain that this is not ALL my fault, which is what he claims. I just want to defend myself. So I know he will say, "I yell at you and am a jerk...