SageLife

Last night I was thinking of me ex and at that moment received a call from him.  Of course, with hope in my heart I texted him and told him I thought he accidentally called me.  He texted back and...

I'm putting my faith on the shelf for awhile.  I unsubscribed to all tarot reading videos online.  I'm always wanting and hoping those readings would guide me and give me hope and sometimes...

My cat Lefty and I are sitting here watching the birds this morning.  She is my partners 3 legged cat and I have been happy to have her cat company for over a year now.In prior journal I talked...

This week seems to be the week Ive made up my mind about things...no more Spirits of any kind.  Now, this morning I decided that instead of b*tching about my relatinship, that I would put all my...

I find myself so anxious about work that I'm not sleeping.  I've been up since 1 am.  I had a whole head full of racing thoughts.  How, I so much want to throw my phone out and erase myself online...

Had a pretty okay weekend, but, I made a promise to myself that I would stop going to bars.  Yes, occasionally I go out for a glass of wine but now I'm using it to numb out when I'm under stress and...

I have been having troubles at work.  My boss in the office thinks there is a coworker in the office that is crushing on me.  He's never ever made a comment that would suggest anything...

I am coming to a sad conclusion that the relationship that I committed to isn't working.  I have done damn near everything I can to commit to the relationship, committing myself to this person,...

The past month Ive had anxiousness over July 4th.  When holidays start to creep near I get anxious over what if any plans to make.I have made and not kept my plans and always seem to talk myself out...

I am tired today.  There is no work for me to do.  I have asked my boss if she has anything for me.  She is planning on giving me some of the front desk ladies duties which is going to cause I...

Ive been noticing alot lately that before I get up I've been closing my eyes and just feeling the soft bed I'm lying in and then trying to describe in my mind how the cot at the shelter felt when I...

I managed to make it thru the weekend ok.  Saturday I went and cashed my coffee can coins in and went thrifting for items I needed for the house.  I finally found that shower curtain rod and rings...

The last couple of days I've had an epiphany but had to get some questions answered.  I reached out to an ex.  I got together and talked with him. I had never gotten closure and still had feelings...

So.....call me crazy...but, last night I'm on my way home.  I had to stop and run an errand that put me 30 minutes behind.  I was driving by this bar that my ex love interest loved to hang out...

Today, I am in so much emotional pain.  I realize I have been for awhile.  I was on my way to work this morning and the only thing I could think about was getting thru this day and getting to the...