SageLife

I am becoming a night owl i think.  I was up again last night.  This time thinking about what I should do in the next few months.  I am 48.  The company i work at was bought by a couple in their...

I was up again at 2am this morning.  I had been listening to sleep subliminals in hopes this might help. But the overthinking takes over and I am up all night contemplating things that have...

Ive been putting off going to the doctor but the pain ive been feeling stays permanantly and doesnt come and go as usual.  Ive put going to the doctor off long enough and I cant shake the feeling it...

I was a up the a very bad miagraine last night.  It seems like the intensity of them are worse.  Sammycat was right next to me all night-i think he knew his mama wasnt feeling good.I think starting...

I allowed myself to get close to someone for awhile.  And this friend broke my heart.  Everytime im feeling i get a glimmer of happiness in my life, it goes away.  I have a hard time trusting...

I havent been asleep since 1am.  My mind is preoccupied with stuff Im dealing with.  I can feel myself slipping back into my bed with the door shut to the world.  I get overwhelmed and just drop...

I woke up late this morning because my alarm didnt go off but I here I sit still in my bed.  I have choices to make and I need advice.  3 years ago I met a wonderful man in New Jersey. I met him...

I worked at my second gig all weekend and Monday is here quickly.  The temp dropped here last night.  We go from having 80 deg days to 40 deg the next.  I managed to find an apartment that I can...

I have been in a funk since I woke up this morning and no sooner than I arrived to work it has been none stop mess.  Ihad talked to my friend down south about going to visit her,  and thought we...

I'm pretty sure I am beginning one of my downward spirals this morning.  The uncertanties of my future are creeping in again.The people in my life as sensative as sandpaper or better yet as...

Last night i came home and went straight to my bed.  The fatigue ive been feeling seems debilitating but i try and keep going.  My boss at work commented yesterday she felt that i wasnt eating...

Here we are in the second week of the new year already.  I sent a long lengthy email to my estranged daughter yesterday wishing her a Happy New Year.  I miss her.  I need to have a talk with...

I dont keep track of the dates much now unless i am reminded about a bill.  I instacarted today and earned every cent.  Im tired.  I have to have surgury soon and im not sure how i will pay for it...

As i sit here listening to the fireworks blow in the distance I am hoping and wishing 2020 to be a better year for all.  I want so much to go out tonight and toast the New Year with someone I care...

My day started out ok.  I decided to start low carb day after Christmas.  And have been doing good except i can tell my energy level has dropped on 2nd day.  I was off work yesterday and today and...