frozen in the moment
My mind was speeding up this morning without
My ability to follow I felt so healthy at first today and then
The crazy energy usurped it. Grateful to be among the sisters for hugs and love. But my sight on the focus of health is there -
trying to keep grounded.
I’m meeting my friend Matt and his partner Hank at O’Lordans today at 2p. Here’s hopes for a good experience !
and now I am in my room...doing laundry and made the bed....
Why do i become frozen in the moment here in my room? Perhaps I need to rest, need to reclaim my sense of self
as a friend once talked about home life for him...but also I need to make my bed, I need to check out job listings at the freedom center. Writing this is helping me remember things.
But man, with the beautiful music on and the peace of the place, I become as silent as a deer in nature just frozen
in the moment.
I need to pump myself and get going on things, I think I will clean out my closet or just organize it. I need to clean off
my desk as well. Nothing high concept here - just living life and taking care of it.
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checked all accounts to see if things are copacetic. Next I will also ask my sister about the drawing I made for my new nephew.
inside my own psychopations, that freeze is among the greater dangers in isolation. when there is no outside stimulation, i can freeze for significant lengths of time without awareness. i have nothing to measure time passages by. keeping myself busy gives me something to measure by. despite the dangers of isolating, i still often miss the luxury. at least, my four human roomies and uncounted other-species mates make it seem like a nostalgic luxury worthy of missing.
yay you for the social event. hope it was an event worth repeating.
Thanks Arfie!