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yep, I still feel good. Little guy is sleeping so I had moment to check in. God, I love that little man. My heart swells every single day. Such a blessing.I think prayers do wonders. I pray that God...

snowing yet again. cold still. I need a snuggle buddy! lol. My addie isn't a cuddler like her predecessor. She prefers laying on the footstool on my blanket.I am going out with a gf to do some...

I have really conquered my fears I think. The last week, even though housebound from the freezing temps and snow, I have been floating on a level I haven't had for quite some time. Was the alimony on...

Just having an awesome day. I really, really feel good. I believe this is going to be my year in one way or another.I have decided, pooh on the negativity. Hurray for the positive. What does getting...

today is much better than yesterday. And I believe tomorrow will be better than today. I refuse to give him the unknown satisfaction of my stress. Nope! Ain't doing it!I had long talk with my cousin....

Again with the alimony payments. sorry guys, you no doubt are sick of hearing this. I am doing fine. I take deep breaths and let it go to God. Not much else I can do. And God always, ALWAYS, pulls...

I am up and about. Slept in a little cause today is my day off from little guy. lolI guess sometimes I don't make my thoughts clear. Posted yesterday in discussions my view on relationships. Is it...

It's good day. The sun is shining. But still bitter cold out there. My little guy is on the move as usual. Always moving unless he's napping. I just love seeing all the "firsts" with this amazing...

snow snow snow! I am tired of the white stuff. Today is freezing all the stuff we got yesterday after it turned to rain overnight. Got roughly 7 inches I would say. But my adorable eldest son came...

I changed profile to newest baby. The old one was pic of my lost pup who crossed the rainbow bridge. I miss her still but Addie is pretty quickly replacing some of the space in my heart. (little over...

Ok birthday come and gone. It was a wonderful day. Sons and dils took me to nice dinner along with grandson and in-laws of one son. It was nice. Anyone been to Texas Roadhouse? Well celebrations are...

I just feel like it's not much of a life lately. Wait, let me rephrase that. It is a wonderful life, just not what I had hoped for. Call it the birthday blues (saturday I turn 60---wow! 60?) So many...

yea it finally showed up. So far just the one week payment instead of the 2 but I guess it will have to do. He's not into paying me cause I found out he is redecorating his house. I can see where...

I am trying so hard not to get emotional. I have been a rock for so long. I worry about bills. Not extra privileges for me. Just bills paid on time. He hasn't sent money for 10 days now. I know not...

Still trying the "relax" thoughts to get me through this no money worry. I am much stronger than a year ago that's for sure. Not freaking out but will wait and see what next week brings.It was only...